pet pals

100th post

2005-12-26T15:42:00.000-08:00

YAYS this is my 100th post so i am MOVING X). lolx. okies then. but there are no entries in the new blog yet i am afraid X). byebye blog. i will blog again here if i wish. (which i will once in a while (= )

I'VE MOVED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

http://january-seventh.diary-x.com

X)

99th post

2005-12-26T15:40:00.000-08:00

kaes. i shall be going off to new zealand soon. in a matter of hours i am afraid. X( sigh.

okies. shall sign off here and do my last minute packing and if possible i will do blogging in new zealand. if there is free internet access. X)

okies. shall go now. have to take my dog to pet hotel le X( byebye!~

merry christmas 2005 X)

2005-12-25T00:30:00.000-08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS 2005 !!!

hallelujah. praise the Lord for HE is good and thank you GOD for giving to us ur one and only son X)

"For GOD so loved the world that HE gave HIS one and only Son that whoever believes in Him shall not perish but have eternal life." -John 3:16-

i'm moving... in a matter of time X)

2005-12-24T20:41:00.000-08:00

lalala. random post.

i'm moving...soon... SOON...

tralalaa. shall go off now. i'm going OUT X) byebye!~

3 more posts and i MOVE X)

remeber, they LOVE UNCONDITIONALLY

2005-12-24T17:15:00.000-08:00

Remember...They love UNCONDITIONALLY.....

When I was a puppy, I entertained you with my antics and made you laugh. You called me your child, and despite a number of chewed shoes and a couple of murdered throw pillows, I became your best friend.

Whenever I was "bad," you'd shake your finger at me and ask "How could you?" -- but then you'd relent and roll me over for a bellyrub. My housebreaking took a little longer than expected, because you were terribly busy, but we worked on that together.

I remember those nights of nuzzling you in bed and listening to your confidences and secret dreams, and I believed that life could not be any more perfect. We went for long walks and runs in the park, car rides,stops for ice cream (I only got the cone because "ice cream is bad for dogs" you said), and I took long naps in the sun waiting for you to come home at the end of the day.

Gradually, you began spending more time at work and on your career, and more time searching for a human mate. I waited for you patiently, comforted you through heartbreaks and disappointments, never chided you about bad decisions, and romped with glee at your homecomings, and when you fell in love.

She, now your wife, is not a "dog person" -- still I welcomed her into our home, tried to show her? affection, and obeyed her. I was happy because you were happy.

Then the human babies came along and I shared your excitement. I was fascinated by their pinkness, how they smelled, and I wanted to mother them, too. Only she and you worried that I might hurt them, and I spent most of my time banished to another room, or to a dog crate. Oh, how I wanted to love them, but I became a "prisoner of love."

As they began to grow, I became their friend. They clung to my fur and pulled themselves up on wobbly legs, poked fingers in my eyes, investigated my ears, and gave me kisses on my nose.loved everything about them and their touch -- because your touch was now so infrequent -- and I would've defended them with my life if need be. I would sneak into their beds and listen to their worries and secret dreams, and together we waited for the sound of your car in the driveway.

There had been a time, when others asked you if you had a dog, that you produced a photo of me from your wallet and told them stories about me. These past few years, you just answered "yes" and changed the subject. I had gone from being "your dog" to "just a dog," and you resented every expenditure on my behalf.

Now, you have a new career opportunity in another city, and you and they will be moving to an apartment that does not allow pets. You've made the right decision for your "family," but there was a time when I was your only family.

I was excited about the car ride until we arrived at the animal shelter. It smelled of dogs and cats, of fear, of hopelessness. You filled out the paperwork and said "I know you will find a good home for her." They shrugged and gave you a pained look. They understand the realities facing a middle-aged dog, even one with "papers."

You had to pry your son's fingers loose from my collar as he screamed "No, Daddy! Please don't let them take my dog!" And I worried for him, and what lessons you had just taught him about friendship and loyalty, about love and responsibility, and about respect for all life.

You gave me a good-bye pat on the head, avoided my eyes, and politely refused to take my collar and leash with you.You had a deadline to meet and now I have one, too.After you left, the two nice ladies said you probably knew about your upcoming move months ago and made no attempt to find me another good home. They shook their heads and asked "How could you?"

They are as attentive to us here in the shelter as their busy schedules allow. They feed us,of course, but I lost my appetite days ago.At first, whenever anyone passed my pen, I rushed to the front, hoping it was you that you had changed your mind -- that this was all a bad dream... or I hoped it would at least be someone who cared, anyone who might save me. When I realized I could not compete with the frolicking for attention of happy puppies, oblivious to their own fate, I retreated to a far corner and waited. I heard her footsteps as she came for me at the end of the day, and I padded along the aisle after her to a separate room.

A blissfully quiet room. She placed me on the table and rubbed my ears, and told me not to worry. My heart pounded in anticipation of what was to come, but there was also a sense of relief. The prisoner of love had run out of days. As is my nature, I was more concerned about her. The burden which she bears weighs heavily on her, and I know that, the same way I knew your every mood.

She gently placed a tourniquet around my foreleg as a tear ran down her cheek. I licked her hand in the same way I used to comfort you so many years ago. She expertly slid the hypodermic needle into my vein. As I felt the sting and the cool liquid coursing through my body, I lay down sleepily, looked into her kind eyes and murmured "How could you?" Perhaps because she understood my dogspeak, she said "I'm so sorry." She hugged me, and hurriedly explained it was her job to make sure I went to a better place, where I wouldn't be ignored or abused or abandoned, or have to fend for myself -- a place of love and light so very different from this earthly place.

And with my last bit of energy, I tried to convey to her with a thump of my tail that my "How could you?" was not directed at her. It was directed at you, My Beloved Master, I was thinking of you. I will think of you and wait for you forever. May everyone in your life continue to show you so much loyalty.

A Note from the Author: If "How Could You?" brought tears to your eyes as you read it, as it did to mine as I wrote it, it is because it is the composite story of the millions of formerly "owned" pets who die each year in American & Canadian animal shelters.

Anyone is welcome to distribute the essay for a non-commercial > purpose, as long as it is properly attributed with the copyright notice.

Please use it to help educate, on your websites, in newsletters, on animal shelter and vet office bulletin boards. Tell the public that > the decision to add a pet to the family is an important one for life, that animals deserve our love and sensible care, that finding another appropriate home for your animal is your responsibility and any local humane society or animal welfare league can offer you good advice, and that all life is precious. Please do your part to stop the killing, > and encourage all spay & neuter campaigns in order to prevent unwanted animals.

Please pass this on to everyone, not to hurt them or make them sad,but it could save maybe, even one unwanted pet.

Remember...They love UNCONDITIONALLY, If you give them LOVE

........

got this story from the SPCA Singapore website X) it's so touching yet true and i hope i got the copyright part... read it people and if you ever thought abt abandoning ur pet, THINK TWICE. just like the advert abt drug abuse (when you take drugs, hu's the one that really suffers) same applies here. HU's the one that suffer? the ANIMAL NOT YOU!!!!

i rmb primary sch we go visit SPCA and wad i heard was that this girl from sm class went to the SPCA with her cat and while she was there, she ABANDONED the cat there b4 leaving. i wasn't with her class and i went another day so i dunno. cum on. we went there to do CIP and u abandoned ur animal there. very "nice" and stupid of you X(

PEOPLE TAKE GOOOOD CARE OF UR ANIMALS AND BE THEIR FRIEND FOR LIFE!!!!

TO YOU HE/SHE MAY BE JUST AN ANIMAL BUT TO HE/SHE, YOU ARE THEIR EVRYTHING ;)

the 12 days of christmas... frm gets

2005-12-24T14:17:00.000-08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS WAHAHA

on the 1st day of christmas my true love sent to me
-a piggy bank full of money!!

on the 2nd day of christmas my true love sent to me
-two parakeets
-and a piggybank full of money!!

on the 3rd day of christmas my true love sent to me
-three french poodles
-two parakeets
-and a piggybank full of money!!

on the 4th day of christmas my true love sent to me
-four hummingbirds
-three french poodles
-two parakeets
-and a piggybank full of money!!

on the 5th day of christmas my true love sent to me
-five golden eggs
-four hummingbirds
-three french poodles
-two parakeets
-and a piggybank full of money!!

on the 6th day of christmas my true love sent to me
-six cats a-laying
-five golden eggs
-four hummingbirds
-three french poodles
-two parakeets
-and a piggybank full of money!!

on the 7th day of christmas my true love sent to me
-seven cows a-mooing
-six cats a-laying
-five golden eggs
-four hummingbirds
-three french poodles
-two parakeets
-and a piggybank full of money!!

on the 8th day of christmas my true love sent to me
-eight cows a-mooing
-seven swans a-singing
-six cats a-laying
-five golden eggs
-four hummingbirds
-three french poodles
-two parakeets
-and a piggybank full of money!!

on the 9th day of christmas my true love sent to me
-nine sissys a-snoring
-eight cows a-mooing (moo)
-seven swans a-drowning
-six cats a-laying
-five golden eggs
-four hummingbirds
-three french poodles
-two parakeets
-and a piggybank full of money!!

on the 10th day of christmas my true love sent to me
-ten frogs a-croaking
-nine sissys a-snoring
-eight cows a-mooing (moo)
-seven swans a-drowning
-six cats a-laying
-five golden eggs
-four hummingbirds
-three french poodles
-two parakeets
-and a piggybank full of money!!

on the 11th day of christmas my true love sent to me
-eleven slimy wormys
-ten frogs a-croaking
-nine sissys a-snoring
-eight cows a-mooing (moo)
-seven swans a-drowning
-six cats a-laying
-five golden eggs
-four hummingbirds
-three french poodles
-two parakeets
-and a piggybank full of money!!

on the 12th day of christmas my true love sent to me
-twelve tarantulas
-eleven slimy wormys
-ten frogs a-croaking
-nine sissys a-snoring
-eight cows a-mooing (moo)
-seven swans a-drowning
-six cats a-laying
-five golden eggs
-four hummingbirds
-three french poodles
-two parakeets
-and a piggybank full of money!!

OH YAY HOWS THIS VERSION? =D

or.
-five golden coins
-four humming birds
-three cupcakes
-two hardboiled eggs
-and a half of a gingerbread tree!!

isnt all that creative? hahaha. all from get's blog and gets..... you're a genius X) whahahaha.

memory verse of the day 3

2005-12-23T18:25:00.000-08:00

"In whom we have our salvation, the forgiveness of sins." -Colossians 1:14-

damn christmas cards2

2005-12-23T18:23:00.000-08:00

well, i managed to find the software that i wanted but apparently i decided not to send the cards cuz its so troublesome and also i am LAZY X) hahaha. sorry people but i will try and send to you all nxt year X)

okies. i dunno why but i decided to move by christmas day or smthing. provided i can finish all my 100 posts by then. hahaa. i can actually do it by today but then again i shall decide against it X) MABBE. hahha. i want to do like mabbe 4 posts today X) hahahah.

okies. shall go off now. i want to type my memory verse of the day afyer this post. okies then. till the nxt post... byebye!~

AOE2!!! narnia...

2005-12-21T21:20:00.000-08:00

i haven't found the damn software but while i was finding some cd to help instal stuff i saw smthing amusing yet NICE... i found....AOE2.... yesyesyes...version 2!!!!! but since i am so unfamiliar abt it. i will not touch it and still stick to the version 1... that is until i see my brother play it until i know how to play myself then i dare to try. you can see how scaredy i am X)

hahah. cnt wait for tmrw. hope that i wake up early... but that reminds me that i havent gotten a pressie for class party. nvr mind. shall get it tmrw b4 i go for movie or smthing..

NARNIA OPENS TMRW!!!! cnt wait!!! okies. shall go now and then blog again later if possible. X) byebye!~

damn christmas cards

2005-12-21T21:05:00.000-08:00

i am done with playing age of empires for today. got a little sian so i decided to stop after one game X) hahah.

was thinking abt how to make my own christmas cards and turns out it didnt work. like wOw. i dun have this print artist software thingy that helps me to make cards so i guess i have to search for alternative softwares to help me. to all those peeps hu arte gonna get christmas cards from me... sry if they arrive late and if they arrive when i fly off to new zealand... tell me X) it means that i delivered them too late. okies then. shall go search for that software which i hope is smwhere in the comp. shall update later.

byebye!~

90th post

2005-12-21T18:01:00.000-08:00

this is my 90th post and i am here slacking. nth much to say rite now except the fact that i am super hot rite now as there are no fans to blow me.

sigh. the other time i saw this nice samsung hp and i wanted it lor. so that i can use oit when i go overseas or smthing cuz it got no camera and then if i lose it then i won't feel that bad. hope that mummy buys it for me and then when i go new zealand i can use X) then again when my line expire i ask my daddy to get me another samsung phone... mabbe a zero dollar one wif camera or smthing. hope that it has mp3 player but i dun really mind. all i know is that i HATE joysticks. you know the joystick on the phone that kinda thing. ahh. my PLAN. but i think daddy will allow me to get the other samsung phone cuz... one thing... NO NEED MONEY!!!! its a zero dollar phone la. get "free" phone X) hahaha. okies nvr mind. shall not think abt all these rite now.

okies. shall happily go and play my AOE now. byebye!!!
and i am alone in the house just now and later... cuz both my brothers went caroling! lolx

samsung phone(s) where are you!!!!! i want and i dun really need you!!! -.-"

memory verse of the day 2

2005-12-21T17:55:00.000-08:00

And let us not get tired of well-doing; for at the right time we will get in the grain, if we do not give way to weariness. -Galatians 6:9-

AOE and stuff

2005-12-21T17:52:00.000-08:00

i'm telling all kids out there that computer games are addictive X) haahah. like hu dunno liddat.

okies. i wanna sae that i am sry for letting you pple down and not blogging for like a very very very long time. have been busy and i just changed the template of my diary-x account X) hahaha. shall move soon but the problem is that i think i will be overseas on the first of january and i dunno if my mum wld allow me to stay until 12 am to blog in my new blog. hardly but i want my first entry to be on the first of jan. ah well.

okies. lemme see.i have to blog abt lots n lots of things and i will blog abt them sooner or later. and i am trying to type as fast as i can wth making mistakes. hahahahaha. cnt wait to play AOE!!! [for those of you hu dunno wad AOE is. its actually Age Of Empires... a compter game. X) and its only series ONE which is SOOOOOOO outdated. lolx]

okies. thats all for now. and MICHELLE TEO XIANG RONG AND ANY HFC MEMBER (SUCH AS LONGBOTTOM... you all better tell me how i can blog in that blog ok.... if not its kinda unfair ya noe. okies. shall go now. after i go and type out another memory verse after this post. okies then. byee~!

tokBLAH

2005-12-07T23:43:00.000-08:00

i'm sooo baack! yeshhhh.

sorry for the loong term hiatus but i was overseas for quite a while. went to bintan wad ever the spelling is. it was funn...although we went there to do missionary work. saw amazingly amusing things. haha. shall do a loong post abt those soon. and one sad thing...

there are a lot of strays there in Indonesia :( sad sad sad. kittens and cats. yupyup.
I BEFRIENDED AT LEAST 2 KITTENS. hahah. blog abt that nxt time too.

can't believe that its already 11 pm plus now when it is only 10 plus in tanjong pinang. haha.

okies. shall go now. i want to play age of empires!!!!! aiya...version 1 only. it's by far my fav version. lolx

one more thing... i FINALLY got my contact lenses. yesss. budden i still lurve my specs loads X)

byee~

13 posts more and MABBE bye bye blog

grarrr3

2005-12-02T00:00:00.000-08:00

last post of the day and i shall make it a short one due to some constraints. hehehe.

bro is still not back from prom. sigh. nvr mind. i have some sort of freedom (like sleeping on his bed space for example) lolx

and i MIGHT have a chance at getting contacts soon. like yar. hehehe. and be warned peeps... i said MIIGGGHHHT...MIGHT. sigh sigh. comtacts are mighty ex yar noe...

currently trying to finish up changing a bit of my diary-x template. that is b4 i move in and post. hehehe. moving soon peeps. moving soon. i think i want my first post to be 1st jan X) budden thinking abt it. i might be on an airplane or asleep at that time. like...wOw

okies. shall go off now b4 my mum comes after me with not one... but TWO canes. X(

byee~

wow. my bro so shuai...blabber boo n man scared of dog

2005-12-01T18:45:00.000-08:00

haha. my bro is preparing for prom. he's so shuai. hahaha. considering the fact that i hate his clothes quite a lot due to the shitty colour(s) he REFUSED to let me take his photo. so i just have to wait till he comes back then mabbe i can sneak a few photos. or just one to show how shuai he is. hope that he can get a nice one.

haha. just now when i went out with my dog and my bro (hu went for prom) we were taking the lift down and when we reached the fifth floor, this man was standing near the door and then when he saw my dog, he went "ahh" and waved his arms abt like a sissy gay. lolx. no insult but it was damn farnie. hahaha. i had to hide my laughter and grin. then later when the door was closing (he didnt take the lift cuz he scared) i heard this girl hu was with him ( dunno whether sister or girlfren) ask the man "you scared ah?" OMG that really made me crack up in laughter. lolx.

okies. shall go n read my bro's blog now. he added a really loooong entry. lolx. byee~

grarrr2

2005-12-01T17:08:00.000-08:00

okies. 2 more math questions and i am done with freaking maths for the day. and yet, i am taking ages to do just a bit. groans.

okies. have to go n eat a bit and then go and take my dog out for a walk plus buy its food.

byee~

grarrrrrr...

2005-12-01T16:33:00.000-08:00

doing maths now... and it's driving me CRAZY!!!!! *faints* sigh... shall blog again later. byebye~

a bunch of stuff crapped together

2005-11-30T23:43:00.000-08:00

i am so BACK. lolx. one UNFAIR THING. my brother gets to stayover nite at the chalet for TWO NITES!!!! UNFAIR!!!! screams. this is so unfair. hmph. and wad my mummy saes to me is: you are ONLY A GIRL. cannot stayover. korkor( meaning big brother) they all are BOYS so they can stayover.......

DISCRIMINATION AGAINST GALS!!!!! UNFAIR!!!!!

*sobsob* nvr mind. i shall comfort myself with other nice thoughts... BUDDEN got ONE happy thought includes a sleepover. sigh...oh wells.

and i managed to clear my wishlist X) at least... got it more organised that is. cancelled and cleared some stuff. yupps.

hehehehe.104 is going to have a CLASS PARTY!!!! yay!!! at least... abt TWO!!!! jumps for joy! yayy! budden i wanna 6B one too! pple of 6B!!!! when when when???? sigh sigh sigh. have to do tag replies soon. my tagboard is flooding with pple's tags i didnt reply

okies. i shall do some now:

[tong]harlow. sry for not replyin. hehehe sry.i agree with you abt the screw up sch for separating us. horrible. oh man. i miss ur class and mine too of cuz. :)

[bev]i dun know when we will get to meet again. of cuz i want a 6B gathering!!!!! but SOME pple dun appreciate their primary sch, i am NOT discriminating but sm pple dun want to "waste" their time going back to visit primary sch AT ALL. ever since they left it. sigh. I MISS 6B!!!

[anniee] harlow! long tym no see. dun worry abt the caps. i dun really care. hehehehe. nice to see you tagg X)

[elaine] i love you loads gal! yes yes. you know that i love you truckloads babe!

[gets] my dear gal. nooo. the tong you know is NOT from ur sch. its from MY school my gal. and CUM TO RGS IN SEC 3... i dun care. you an do it. den you can go RJ wif moi X). then mabbe ur parents will ghet you wadever u want? hehehehe. bribery. X(

[micHELLe] harlow nanny. long tym no see. hahahaa

[SS] hey. thanks for ur condolences. yup yup. i will cheer up X)

okies. i shall take a break now and go clear up my wishlist. heehehhe. last post for the nite i think. and me mum brought me to the Baptist Bookstore todae. and i bought a nice DOGGY calendar and also a NEW BIBLE!!!! yays! its the type of BIBLE that i want. hard cover and with markings at the side so you can find the book you want to find in a jiffy. X)X)X). yays! now i can print out a bunch of mixed up photos put together and decorate my BIBLE by using it as a wrapper... then i can change anytime i want. X) but it wasnt cheap. it cost me $17 for the BIBLE ok. but still. i love it and its worth it cuz i will take care of it for LIFE X)

okies. me bro is asking me for opnions on how he looks in different clothes combis. he's having prom tmrw la. hahaha. some look horrendous on him though. okies shall go off now b4 my mummy nag at me again. bb~ mabbe i go use the other comp to print pics now. MABBE. i am currently using my daddy's laptop ma. lolx

byee~

BLACKOUT at pt house

2005-11-30T23:13:00.000-08:00

hahaha. shall blog abt my blackout experience at my piano teacher's house (LOL)

i really dunno how many times it blacked out budden i rmb tht i kept saying that i won't die/ you won't die/ they won't die. dun ask me why cuz i am too lazy to explain. lolx

haha. overall it was funny and kinda funn, considering the reactions that my piano teacher had. lolx. pretty farnie. her reaction was somehow, some times pretty farnie. lolx. carn think of anything else to write liaos. lolx

okies. shall go off now and blog again later. byee~

hehehe. i like ms phua's msn nick...

ham-ster(adjective)- meaning:"to threaten by looking extremely fat"-Usage:"He hamstered me, so i had to squash him"

haha. and my freaking brother got a NICE NOTEBK. I WANT!!!! not fair, i was left at hm so i cud not go out and HE gets a nice NOTEBK!!! hmph.

shall growl and rant more in the other post. byee~

bible verse of the day one

2005-11-30T23:00:00.000-08:00

bible verse of the day ONE:

"And we are conscious that all things are working together for good to those who have love for God, and have been marked out by his purpose" --Romans 8:28

my primary school gym teacher is a SEA games gold medallist

2005-11-30T13:56:00.000-08:00

believe it a not... my ex gym teacher is a SEA games GOLD MEDALLIST. yes... she was the one who won the only gold medal for gymnastics in 1979. yups... Yip Kwan Tai.

i really cnt believe that she taught me b4. hahaah. CURRENT MARYMOUNT CONVENT SCHOOL GYM TEACHER!!!!

hahaha. That is soooo cool. and MARYMOUNT CONVENT SCHOOL REALLY RAWKS!!!!

hehhehe. ;)

good nite---todae

2005-11-30T00:17:00.000-08:00

yups. this is my LAST post for tonight. and its only my 78th post... how pathetic is that. 22 posts more to go that is. sigh. hopefully i can reach my 100th posts mark. mabbe if possible i can blog like abt 4 times if i am lucky enuf. then it shall reduce my load a little. sigh. one step at a tym.

i forgot to mention that my bro is having prom tonight. and i bet its already ended and he is having funn at a chalet now. what the hell... he gets to STAY OVERNIGHT!!!! sigh. that is do TOTALLY COOL and at the same tym totally unfair. sigh . shall elaborate if i rmb and if i have the time that is... tmrw. or sm other dae. sigh. i better go soon or my dad will kill me for bloggin so much. heheheh.

okies. shall go off now. i want to visit a few websites b4 i get off the comp.
ooh. news is on CNA now. mabbe i shld go watch... i am a little far back and UN updated in the news nowadays. need to read more papers... sigh. but papers are nice to read and that's good (:

haha. i really NEED to report abt the no. of times there was a blackout in my piano teacher's house. hehehe. but i lost count X)

guides chalet X)

2005-11-29T23:35:00.000-08:00

hahaha. okies. i am sooo back. yups. guides chalet. okies. so i didnt stay overnight (that means i have to clear stuff from my wishlist) but it was still funn.

FIRST DAY THAT I WENT
okies. i went after tuition (i left early) then took MRT to pasir ris. wei ling took with me until she got off at TM. then i had to travel fom simei to tampines to pasir ris. had funn la. met germie there and becuz we missed the bus thats why we went to take taxi. we went SWIMMING!!! yay, at least i cud burn sm calories off me. then later we had BBQ!!!! ate a LOT. lets see...chicken, corn, spagetti (cooked by the sec 2s... yummy... it tasted quite ok la.), potato, APPLE!!! banana...etc. lolx... ate SO much!!! lolx. haha. later went swimming again. twiggy managed to dunk shin yi in the pool budden we wanted to dunk liling in as well but she didnt cum to the pool la. then later we play play play until 10 plus then me and germie go hm while sm others stay overnite.

and then i went again on the THIRD dae

SECOND TYM I WENT.
went swimming again... budden got this mentally disabled person following me... germie and shin yi while we swam. it was damn scary ok! no offence la... budden i dun like pple following we and looking like he was abt to grab me liddat. he was like telling us to wait and then he swam over. me and germie and shin yi were like avoiding him like mad. in da end we left the pool. then me and germie went to downtown east to eat and shop a bit. then later on da way hm we nearly got drenched. it was starting to rain and we had no brolly. managed to reah chalet in tym. then later we were wishing for the rain to stop so that we cud go swimming. swam a little later b4 we got up. then later we went home a little earlier cuz germie had to wake up earlier tmrw and she didnt want to oversleep. sigh. poor shin yi was the only sec one sleeping overnight that dae.

okies. so that was a brief overview of my chalet experience. not very detailed but still ok. tralallaa. daddy is watching soccer now. shall go rest my eyes b4 i write yet another post.ok then BYEE~

harry potter

2005-11-29T23:20:00.000-08:00

for this post, i decided to tok abt harry potter. the movie of cuz....lolx

okies. lets see. overall... it was... rawking COOL! it was so nice with all the special effects and stuff. i thot the baby dragons looked pretty cute X) ok... so they wld grow up to be those BIG SCARY things but yar, they were CUTE!!!!okies. that aside.

germie saes that cedric diggory and harry potter were shuai. *coughs hard* hello? shuai? okay la... mabbe a little but to all BEEG harry potter and cedric diggory fans... i am soooo sry. but i am sooo NOT into boys... at least yet. i still kinda have a grudge against by cuz.. yupyup. okies...nvr mind. ;)

yup. i dun mind watching it again though some parts were scary and i nearly NEARLY fell off the seat. i was kinda cold too la. the nachos and cheese were nice too X)

hehehe. nth much to sae, but i really have to re-read the entire series of HP books. i keep forgetting wad the stuff in the books are. okies. i shall start soon. but i have YET to read the sixth book yet. heheheh. shall read it some time later.

okies. shall go and do sm stuff. me dad's watching a pretty lame chinese show. lolx. okies., shall blog abt guides chalet later if possible. for that i have a lot to tok abt. hehehe. byee~

phone problem

2005-11-29T12:02:00.000-08:00

my phone has a problem... like... it already had it long ago. the crappy scrollbar doesnt obey me. grarrrrr.... got to go for servicing soon. i think. thats wad me dad saes but haven't done. why can't i just get a phone that has arrows instead of scrollbars. my father's phone's scroll bar worls PERFECTLY fine but mine isnt. grarrrr.

shall not fuss over it.grarrrrr.... my phone!!!!!

death report--TAMMIE :(

2005-11-26T13:10:00.000-08:00

heys. i haven't been blogging for a long long long time. sigh. there are just sooo many things that i want to tok abt but too lazy to type EVERYTHING out. lame lame lame. lets see. my list of things to tok abt.

-HARRY POTTER
-RAMBLIN' ROAD TRIP
-GUIDES CHALET
- ETC.

hahaha. okies. all those aside. i shall report DEATH todae. pple hu dun like wad i am going to tok abt, you are allowed to go.

okies. my hamster DIED. yes. she did. but i don't know if she died today or yesterday. all i kow was that ants were all arnd her already by the tym i found her dead. sigh. tammie gal, i will miss you load dearie. you have the reputation of being the NOISEST hamster i ever had and yes ... you hold the record. X) you also were quite active and a good acrobat urself dear. i WILL miss you LOADS.

name: Tammie Hope
age: unknown
date of death (dod):26 november 2005

TAMMIE GAL!!! HOPE YOU HAVE FUNN ON RAINBOW BRIDGE X) I'LL MISS YOU LOADS. i will miss all ur squeaking and ur acrobatic acts.
budden animals have no souls. so i dun think i will ever see you again. bye darling X(

whalalala and happy bdae gets

2005-11-18T13:55:00.000-08:00

random. decided not to let go off this opportunity to blog X) guides chalet ah... too long liaos. shall blog another dae.

and wei ling said her sch gave her $200 !!!! very rich leh. sigh. i only get like $20 cheque and a $20 kinokuniya voucher. lolx. shall be satisfied. well i got mine last year and pple get theirs this year... stupid principal and her idea of being "efficient" and giving it to us EARLY. sigh. ONE chance of going back to primary sch and seeing my frens RUINED. urgh. and not to forget. wei ling got an extra $5 from a ex teacher of hers X( I WANT!!! lolx

sigh. have to go out in a jiffy so i shall stop a bit after here. sigh. recently no inspiration for making templates. sigh. all seem da same one and i dun have enuf pics to make the a lot of pictures one. wadever i mean that is. lolx. shall go sourcing arnd then. like... long long long time later. lolx

okies. shall go off now. i dun wanna practise my piano... sigh. see first X)X)X)

byee! OH WAIT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU GETS (hahah u are 13 now X) )i noe ur bdae was yesterday

i was a good gal..**cough

2005-11-16T11:24:00.000-08:00

heeehehehehee. i was a gd gal today ok. let's see.

i woke up at 7 plus (budden fell asleep and woke up again at arnd 8)
i played the piano (wOw this is so RARE--- sry ss still in da holidae mood)

other than that. i dun think there is anything else X) (hears pple going CHEY) hahaha

okies. its abt 11.23 am rite now and i have to go and pack my bag and then go guides chalet again! i have to meet germie along da way ma. okies. shall go and pack my things now. i think there's a lot to pack. X)

another love of mine: SWIMMING!!! (but my stamina and stuff sucks la.) its just nice to be in da water. (dun forget the dunking part X) only ONE person got dunked la and it was a gd thing that she wasn't angry)

hahah. this is only my 72nd post (see how pathetic i can get? sigh. oh well. i still have a long way to go then. tralalala

can't wait for HARRY POTTER!!!! i want to watch yayy! lolx. oops. i really need to go now. i shall HOPEFULLY (yes i said HOPEFULLY) update my blog tmrw or smthing.

and germie said that braces are damn ex la! OMG. think abt all da money that i have to spend (faints) sigh sigh sigh, me and my "problematic" teeth. and i just found out how ex contacts are! but i still want contacts! hehehe.

CYA!!!

events for da MONTH

2005-11-15T19:35:00.000-08:00

events for da MONTH (as from 15th november onwards XD) peeps. tell me if i missed out smone's bdae or sm important thing X) i see if i want to add it in :

16th-- guides chalet visit no. TWO!!!! X)
17th--getsie's bdae!!! and harry potter movie X)
18th--jing hui's bdae
22nd-25th-- children's enrichment camp X)X)X)X)X)

okies. that's all for now. oh... HAPPY BDAE TO ALL PEEPS IN NOV!!! including MRS PAGON ONG!!! (ur bdae on da 13th rite? smone confirm wif moi pls. thx) lalalala. have to go off now or a parang cums after me *faints*

byee!

being crappy really rox X)

2005-11-15T19:30:00.000-08:00

"Here's the secret to a happy marriage: Do what your wife tells you."
-- Denzel Washington

haha. ain't the quote true X)X)X)

hehehe. got it from my piano teacher's blog.

being crappy really rox man and YES i really mean it

cant wait for guides chalet visit no 2 lolx

i have been saeing that for like a LOT of tyms

full stop

so i shall stop toking abt it X)X)X)

hehehe.

and everyone is password protecting their blogs man...

i feel so... UNprivate animore

nvr mind... i am password protecting my blog nxt year...BOTH the BLOG and mabbe some of da ENTRIES in da blog

hehehe. i really hope there is internet connection whereever i am going for the holidaes

i need to blog X) to get my 100 posts done by nxt year. hehehe. that's crap.

okies. shall go now. shall blog a bit again later X)

byee

and congrats to me for this is my 70th post X) wOw o_O

this is crap

2005-11-15T19:25:00.000-08:00

this post is crap

yupp

this post is crap

lolx

this is a waste of tym X) lolx

carn wait... for this and that

budden the sooner it cums the faster it goes

oh well.

all these are crap after all X)

random stuff

2005-11-15T16:50:00.000-08:00

being random is kinda funn i reckon. hehehehe. and i haven't been doing tag replies ): shows how horrible i am.

mwahahaha

carn BELIEVE wad i am like... trying to do lor... lolx. random random. and there are a lot of things on my mine now:

1) HARRY POTTER MOVIE!!!!!
2) GUIDES CHALET (2nd visit (:(:(: )
3) SHOPPING!!!!!!!
4) HOLIDAE X)
5) CHILDRENS' ENRICHMENT CAMP 2005!!!
6)FUNN AND OTHER STUFF (like making templates and stuff)

tok abt being obsessed X)
i wanna go watch that orag utan video in sch budden nobody will go wif me lor. and that makes it BORING. yes yes yes. hmph hmph.

and i declare this post RANDOM (like hu dun know liddat)

my piano teacher saes that i am jovial... *cough cough* i am like... so NOT jovial lor. mwahahahah

byee!

tralalala

2005-11-12T02:46:00.000-08:00

lalala. random post. lolx

haha. carn wait for guides chalet.

and my stupid bro FINALLY changed his template X)

haha. gtg liaos. sry for this short postX)

bb

nice books to read and random posts

2005-11-08T13:10:00.000-08:00

this post is gonna be SO random and if you peeps get bored then i won't blame you for leaving halfway thru. lolx.

recently have been going on a reading marathon. well, not exactly but yar... reading all my bks like madd. heeeheee. reading books by JAMES HERRIOT nowadays. gone crazy over them i guess. they are pretty nice and interesting but i think most of you peeps will get bored over it very easily X) hehehehee.

hmmm. i FINALLY found the bk i wanted to find in da neighbourhood library. BRIGHT LIGHTS by Linda Chapman. well, i went plaza sing on the last dae of EOYs. that is after exams and sch and wad not. then the last place we visited was the times bkstore and then mavis introduced me to the bk BRIGHT LIGHTS and then i only managed to read it halfway before i had to go. hehehe. then since i found da bk then i am able to read finish it X) yay!

okies. i really dunno wad to blog about. and no one's updating their blogs (like me liddat issit?) hehehe. cnt wait for guides chalet and of course CHILDREN's ENRICHMENT CAMP 2005!!! hehehehehehehe. okies. that was so irrelavent. off to go n look at some other stuff. i want to play with templates again X) bb! shall blog again later if i have time

off to sleep X)

2005-11-06T22:49:00.000-08:00

tralala. last post of the day. listening to the ramblin road trip theme song. lalala. have to go and sleep soon. have to go to sch super early tmrw and also reach home damn late. i need my sleep.

have to organise some stuff with my cuz soon. abt that WASHINGTON thingy. sigh. i really need help. nvr mind. going to go search for materials tmrw X) haha. and i need loads of cardboard too! haha. need to collect.

shall go off now. i need my sleep X)
nitez and cya!

65th post... 35 more to go .... X(

new feature + advert

2005-11-06T22:35:00.000-08:00

wow. blogspot has a new feature that says moderate comments. too bad. i dun really use the comments thingy so i dun really need it la. lolx. sigh sigh sigh. i have LOTS of planning and organising to do these daes. so wish me luck peeps. sigh and my bros are having their exams tmrw. GD LUCK!!! haha i am da only one wth exams to worry abt.

okies. shall do a bit of advertising here.

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Ramblin' Road Trip
22-25 november 2005
for children K1 to P4
fee:$40
8am to 5.30 pm
** LOTS OF FUN FUN AND MORE FUNN!!!!**
pple (eg nanny, cherie, germie, wei ling...) are welcome to come and help me look after a class of K2 kids X) i promise u that it will be fun (frm my past experience) and some kids tend to stick to u lyk MAGNETS lolx. okies...tralalala. PPLE CUM AND JOIN (if u are within age limit) X)

for more information cum and contact me or tag at my tagboard X)

okies. shall go and scamper and find more info liaos. and i wanna sleep X) lolx. shall post my third post later. if possible. I WANT MY 100 POSTS X) and cherie yang has already reached hers. mabbe i blog too little X(

64th post... 36 more to go...=(

i kinda hate washington suddenly

2005-11-06T22:25:00.000-08:00

i have ABSOLUTELY NOOOOO INSPIRATION WADSOEVER!!!! how da hell am i suppose to know wad to decorate for the class for a theme WASHINGTON DC. i hardly can draw the white house and stuff la. sigh. all i can think of is a silly olden lamp post that is pretty easy to draw but the shading's a little difficult.

i NEED to settle this design thingy by this week... arnd friday liddat. that's when i must have the plan and everything... materials. then i can do the stuff one by one.

I NEED HELP HERE PEEPS> TELL ME IF U HAVE ANY IDEAS AND I SHALL CONSIDER THEM!!!! HELP!!! I DUNNO WAD TO DO FOR WASHINGTON DC???

oh wells. 63rd post ONLY and 37 more to go X(

i have decided

2005-11-01T23:22:00.000-08:00

tralalala. i have FINALLY DECIDED!!!! *i seem to enjoy playing wif da fonts sizes*

i have decided to move at the end of year and this blog wld becum a PHOTOBLOG!!!!!

but first. i need to reach my target of 100 entries... and this is like ... my 62nd post?*cough cough* good luck to me peeps X)

oopsie.mistake plus sry to ting

2005-10-30T11:58:00.000-08:00

haha. was reading my previous post and realised i thought too much abt blogging. lolx. was toking abt the fact that 104 missed out on a lot of chances to BOND and not BLOG, wad da hell.... i think TOO MUCH X) lolx. okies that aside....

i thot a lot just now. and realised one thing. ONE BIG REGRET IN LIFE. and i kinda hate myself for this okayy... i realised to my horror that i was to BLAME for ting's injury. yes pple...hate moi. one thing. elaine and ting wanted to wash their hands TOGETHER and i was telling them not to leave the class fans lights and aircon on if not we get booking. then in da end elaine went to wash hand first while ting stayed in class. HELLO??? i was rushing to get home and my fren was waiting for me!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHH.... i really wished that I HAD STAYED BACK AND LET THEM GO WASH HAND AND COME BACK FIRST BEFORE I LEFT!!!!! if i had done that then ting won't have hurt her finger and she won't have to go thru all this pain lor.
OMG TING I AM SO SRY DEARIE!!!!! I AM TO BLAME FOR ALL THIS X( sry gal. will make it up to you as much as i can. i really kinda feel like i own it to you dear. hope you dun mind......

sheesh. it already 12 am and i havent done wad i INTENDED to do. okies. i am tired. shall continue my rantings abt this matter another dae... hopefully tmrw X) okies i am off....ciaoz~

I AM SOOOOOOO SRY TING!!!!!!!!

da itchness to blog X)

2005-10-29T16:45:00.000-07:00

mwahaha. have been going arnd to blog surf and realised that some pple just ain't blogging that much(like me for example) abd i haven gotten arnd to doing the NECCESSARY linking and stuff... yes yes... you can see how retarded i can get XD lolx. sheesh. i want my class for nxt year ok... i dun want any reshuffling and wad not. i want 104'05 to be 204'06... having the SAME pple in the SAME class. i want more class sprit too! X) then we have more tym to bond and work together and hopefully, make up for all the times that we missed out in terms of bonding, cooperating and working together. we missed out a lot of chances to blog and wad not so i wanna make up for tht. yess...in one of my previous post... i was kinda "scolding" 104...budden iforgot to sae da flaws in me. i just wanna sae that i am sry to all to hu i have pissed off. sry to all for making you all disappointed and also making you all upset whenever i didnt manage to catch the ball for u all and wad not. i am so sry for all my wrong doings and wad nots. sry pple... really sry abt it. heheheh. cldnt help la...just wanted to blog blog blog. hehehee. my fingers itch itch itch. okies....hhahahahaha. budden my utmost desire now is to finish up my eportfolio template. like i have lots of stuff to finish up... like all my content and stuff. yups. and i cnt do tht due to da fact that i am not using my house comp. oh wells. and the comp tht i am using dun have a dreamweaver software or microsoft frontpage. sigh. hmm. been blogging in ONE WHOLE PARAGRAPH so i shall sae more in another paragraph... X)

tralalalla. i wanna update my RETARDED wish list X) lolx. pple...you all can sponser me those stuff(ya rite. just jk) and of course... some reminders to some pple:

to nanny (aka micHELLe) : nanny... i want my patrol outing ok!!! tell me when it is. I WANNA!!!! yesssssss.faster leh... i can hardly wait X)

to germie:hey girl! when we going to WWW and escape huh? i wanna go play play and of course... PLAYY. play until crazy! X) X) X)

i wanna go for a 6B chalet X) budden i can hardly contact anyone lor X( i want my 6B peeps back!!!! PPLE??? sigh sigh sigh X(

yupyups. and i think that is enuf blogging for now. mean while. i wanna go use the other comp... or at least try and ask for permission to install dreamweaver. XD hahahah. bye bye!

spelling..haha

2005-10-28T19:05:00.000-07:00

i just realised that if you go and read ur post...you will find a lot of mistakes in it XD
haha. that was wad i did and i found all da grammatical error and spelling mistakes and wad nots XD haha. so pple excuse me if there is anything that i typed wrongly *hehe*

wow! 3 posts in ONE dae XDXDXDXDXDXDXD

netball carn [also a post kinda dedicated to 104]

2005-10-28T17:39:00.000-07:00

we tried our best
but we couldnt do it
we just cud not...

the many disappointing things in life just occur everynow and then, they are so unpredictable...so surprising and sometimes so UNWANTED. todae was netball carn... surprising thing was that our class hardly practised and we managed to do so well X) aww. i love you 104 X) we won as many games as we cud. we won em all, failure to win made us sad and unhappy but we strived harder, we worked harder. but we just cudn't get the title =( sobsob

we let ourselves down...we let so many pple down...we lost so many points X( and WAD THE HELL IS THE FREAKING SCH'S PROB??? just becuz one of our shooters went to play for our team they had to disqualify us for the games that the shooter played for us. which was TWO games and the TWO games we WON and that means EIGHT MARKS GONE!!!! hello??? we were told that we cud choose to forfeit our points for those two games or forfeit the 3 bonus points that we had for the shooting competition...we went to consider and then when we decided, you said that we cud not choose and that u disqualified us frm the TWO games X( hmph UNREASONABLE

another freaking thing that pissed me off. i dun know if this is really true but it really makes my blood boil in fury X( just becuz 109 wasn't THAT happy abt our class beating them in the match, they went to report our shooter to the teacher and wanted to disqualify us. HELLO??? are you guys sore losers or wad??? do u have to do such UNREASONABLE AND CRUEL thing to our class??? how wud U feel if it was YOUR CLASS. PLUS you all are a WADDLIAN CLASS??? how can you be so against us??? hello. we are fellow waddlians ~~and you do such a thing to "betray" us???~~ summmore get upset wif us over a small ball game like this??? sheesh. no sportsmanship issit. and i heard this piece of news...

person A says that 109 sux (becuz of this incident)
peeps frm 109 retort back 104 is even WORST.

HELLO??? u dun even have good sportsmanship lor. when you lose a match, just be optimistic and win da nxt one or smthing...no need to be so upset and find ways to get back at us rite? hmph. when we lose a match, we just dun care and move on...lalala. hope you all will do so too.okies. enuf of this. i got sick and tired of saying all these stuff.

sry 204. we kinda let you down.
we are not the 104 that you were
we are just not bonded
just not good enuf
just the opposite of you all
just...lousy
compared to you'all
we're just a bunch of nothings
nothing...just nothing at all
and i'm sry
that we are so bad
its kinda sad to see that we have such a wonderful
terrific
marvelous
angel class
but
it just so sad that we are your mortals
pple just so different from you all
pple hu are the opposite of you all
do we even deserve to be your mortals?
do we?
do we?
.....................................................

104!!!! how can we be liddat??? we are so NOT bonded and we hardly WORK TOGETHER!!!! we refuse to do things together and there is bound to be someone left out. i am so sry. i just have too much to sae. sae abt out class...so much to sae...so much. i just wish that all of you will be bonded together and WORK TOGETHER and do our very best and make everything that we do successful and funn and interesting. haven't you forgotten abt the good tyms we had? the tyms that we worked together and were rewarded? for example... the national day play thingy. we worked hard and the peeps put in da effort... WE GOT THIRD PLACE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! we got it. we WON smthing. and we thought that we cud not do it. hello??? we did it! X) and also... didnt we get the wackiest class award for orientation? what happened to all that zest and wackinest during orientation? so my conclusion is ... WE MUST DO OUR BEST FOR THE DRAMA NOTE PLAY SO THAT HOPEFULLY WE CAN GET INTO DA FINALS!!!! its the last tym that we have together. since netball carn is already over. yes. i like to see all of you cheering hard and cheering all the players on while they play. i love you 104 XDXDXDXD i like to see your enthusiasm and the class spirit!!!! i want to see that. CLASS SPIRIT PPLE!!!! look at other classes... they have got so much class spirit and we must have LOTS AND LOTS of CLASS SPIRIT TOO!!!!!!! and btw...
SHAINA!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i love you loads girl! you scored all the goals for 104 for netball carn. THX A MILLION or we cud not have gotten so far X) 104 LOVES SHAINA LOADS!!!! YAYS!!!!! SHAINA ROX!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SHAINA!!!!! X) X) X)

and btw. our class got like...10th place in netball carn? (PS NANNY!!!!! BE HAPPY THAT UR CLASS GOT 3RD PLACE OKAY!!!!!!!! ><" hmph..........)

erms. still got loads to sae budden i dun feel like saying most of em cuz they are like so ~~~. kinda reminds me of bad stuff... and i think i already forgotten most of wad the things were. ><" tralallalalalala. shall not sae em. and our class tee is nice X) hahah erm. oh yar...one thing i'm happy abt is that i managed to pass all my subjects (that i got back) so far...namely geog, hist, math and bio geog: 20.5/30 ( to think i didnt even finish the paper...I CUD HAVE GOTTEN MORE MARKS!!! *sobs* and gucci (aka guiqi) got like 29.5/30 ????? wah! so high; so pro too!!! not like me...) hist: 17/25 (to think that i got this mark when i didnt really study cuz i was choinging bio X( oh well I PASSED!!!! XD yays! okies i THINK i'm happy) bio: 23/40 (i am so LOUSY. gd thing i passed cus it was LAST MINUTE CHOINGING AND CRAMING!!! phew...dun think i wanna do that again...deprived of my sleep ) math: 28/50 (see i am so lousy... minus one mark for presentation leh...X( sobsob oh wells at LEAST i passed X) carn even imagine that i even cud scrape thru...oh well and a LOT of pple got higher then me *DUH*) tralalal. AT LEAST I PASSED!!! yayy! budden wei ling all get higher than moi X( i dun compete wif germaine cuz she so pro and sure beat mi one. so i decide NOT to compete wif ANIONE cuz i am too lousy liaos. like HELLO???? i got like the LOWEST in class for my english oral... like 17/30 ??? sheesh. i got like 9/18 for the picture description thingy ><" i guess i am so NOT cut out for all these language things XD hahahahaaa okies. going off liaos. been blogging for a century XD. hahaha. then again...its a pretty long post. haha. and my bro just came back after playing bball. HELLO??? like his Os are just around the corner???? okies. I WISH ALL THOSE SENIORS HU ARE TAKING THEIR HMT Os ON MONDAY GOOOOOD LUCK !!!!!! hehehehe. tralalalala. okies. shall really go off now X) haha. byee pple!!!!! ciao~ PS: ONEOHFOUR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!CLASS SPIRIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!AND WE ~~MUST~~ MUST TRY AND GET INTO THE FINALS FOR DRAMA NITE!!!! WORK HARD PPLE AND I WILL TOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! X) X) X) X) X) X)

ONEOHFOUR 104 ROX !!!!
and yes ting...i love you x) treasure the little tym that we have together!!! b4 the fact that, we might be separated nxt year, hits us.

TREASURE DA TYM; RELISH THOSE GOOD OLD DAYS AND DA NICE MEMORIES THAT WE HAVE AND THE FRIENDSHIPS THAT WE HAVE MADE!!!!

ooh lala.check this out X) SPOINK!!!

2005-10-28T17:30:00.000-07:00

adopt your own virtual pet!

ooh lala. isn't this CUTE??? aww. nxt tym, i am sooooooo gonna adopt a hamster X) and btw. the pig will follow ur mouse cursor arnd! u go left, the pig go left and u go right, the pig will go right. its head will move to look at the mouse cursor first! XD you can even spray water on it and also feed an apple to it ! *germaine... jealous???* haha got it frm my darling angel's blog XD

sheesh... i own her a gazillion million letters. and mabbe a few to nanny and cherie XD and MABBE some other peeps X)

i LOVE TING!!!! GOD BLESS YOU!!!!

tag replies and wad nots

2005-10-23T23:53:00.000-07:00

erm... baack after a LOONG tym =D
decided to do tag replies... and ONE thing...i realised that my tagboard didnt show sum stuff that pple typed...or issit my memory that failing me??? hmm for example:

29 Aug 05, 23:40 [weiling: why doesn't germie's name appear in the list of possible quitters? And my beautiful, charming and heavenly Lydia Tiong, i am not going to use their pics. Too many UGs in the eng pt XD] hmm... and i thot i only read abt the part abt germie not in the list of possible quitters... and KOH WEI LING I AM NOT BEAUTIFUL NOR CHARMING NOR HEAVENLY!!!! sheesh....

[egomaniac: haha. i like the way you said it. "THE joohui and cherie". xD haha. anyway WHY ARE THE THREE OF YOU ALL QUITTING?! >.<] hmm. didnt noe cherie said abt "THE joohui n cherie" erm... dun recall abt that part???

sheesh. and i didnt noe that sum pple even visited my blog... erm sm pple like tq? hmm mabbe becuz pple flood my tagboard and i dun bother checking the old post? hmm mabbe......

hmm tag replies and then i have to go and link a bunch of pple...including relinking sm...sigh sigh sigh...considering moving to diary-x XDXDXD budden i LOVE blogspot like MADMADMAD...so i shall consider and if i move then i will do so @ the end of the year or smthing...or whenever i decide to XDXDXD

tag replies! frm aquilah onwards which is like on 30 sept?? unless i replied some pple already...

aquilah:okies...shall link you aquilah!

wen yuan: heyy...erm we dun have a 6B blog BUT I WANT ONE!!!!! XDXDXDXD

shirley: the pics are not that maluating... i tink kexin's one is XD haha shall relink =D

yitong: hihi! and sure... u not xiao...but imagine if i called you da mei ><"

=michelle=: hi nanny and in case i havent told you EOYS sucked...didnt finish a lotta papers X(

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hmm. quite little tag replies considering the fact that i am neglecting it. currently thinking of themes so that i can work my brain cells on XD haha. meaning NICE template themes and not anything else. like ya... i LOVE template designning to the core <3 yayy!!!!!! okies. have to experiment wif diary-x and stuff so that i can facilitate myself and then design some for others using diary-x....hmm XDXDXD

my template,pple, is ALWAES changing...on the go...yar. cuz i get bored wif my templates once every few daes or al most a few months...i tell you...hardly a YEAR XD hehehe. this happens once i started making my oen templates XD heheheehehehe. FUNN FUNNN FUNNN!!! mabbe go n do sum later...budden i wanna go n sleep n mummy won't let me use that comp X( aww.

sheesh. tmrw have to wake up early... CARN WAIT FOR NETBALL CARN!!!! hehehehe. hope that our class can get a nice placing budden we didnt practise so...hemhem...but i TRUST in my class and that we can make one of these few bonding activities a SUCCESS RITE 104!!!! yes yes yes. lets make it a success. and i wanna make a VCD for all of you...it will have all our photos and wadnots in there! but we NEED videos in there too!!! anyone got a video cam to spare??? hahaha...lets film netball carn n drama nite(hope we win drama note and even if we dun...we will still be a class and be together forever XD!!! yeess...even if we are separated... we will still be the one oh four we will alwaes be and we will forever be the one oh four 2005 class that pple noe XDXD!!! yayy!) XD

oh yar..one nice thing that i found on nanny's blog...quite touching i wld sae:

401, I noe like less than 7 pple noe of the existence of dis blog. Coz I prefer nt to tell anione. But I juz wanna let u guyz noe that I lurve u guyz to bits. Our class is realli bonded. From last yr to dis yr. We line the edge of the court to see the result of the match. We refilled so mani bottles of water. We watched every fall and every jump that u guyz made. We watched every tear and sweat that rolled down ur faces. We saw the determination and strength on ur faces. We saw the champion in ourselves. We dun need others to tell us we are one. Coz we are alreadi oneâ€¦ we are the one.

haha. i think its touching =D aww the way she saes it... XDXDXD yayy! if i was in fourohone and i read this i wld be really touched and give her a BIG teddy bear hug XDXDXD

btw...NANNY WHEN IS OUR EX PATROL OUTING????????????????????????? OI!!!!!

hmph hmph...
oopsie...look at da tym. gotta go n do relinking , linking plus some changes to my template as well. sigh sigh. okies...byebye!!!

EOYs2

2005-10-19T14:00:00.000-07:00

heyy//here for an update...
SCREWED UP MY HIST AND MY BIO!!!!

sheesh...i KNOW the answer but i didnt noe how to spell it... ntw fyi the FREAKING stupid word is oesophagus// XP

hmm. so gonna FAIL my eoys this tym round. BET U i'm gonna get a FREAKING low gpa... lik,e mabbe 2? or at most i reckon a 2.4(this is when the sch goes kind and gives me more marks....)

the hebrew will turn christian, he grows kind

tell me abt it.......................

off to study geog now... before i fail anything else...

wait...arent i already failing EVERYTHING?!? wads da point...

nvr mind... as the saying goes... its better to get 1 than to get 0 rite? hehe

and gets... i TRIED to make my wishlist "easier"for you XD hehe....

EOYS!!!

2005-10-18T16:00:00.000-07:00

freak. lydia's not suppose to be here but she is here... ><"
lydia's gonna do badly for the EOYS this tym cuz she didnt understand a lot of stuff
lydia's didnt finish a lot of questions so she is gonna lose like TONS of marks.
lydia's gonna be dead tmrw if she doesnt go n study for bio and hist RIGHT NOW cuz she doesnt understand a lot of stuff
lydia's gonna be dead for geog as well cuz there's a lot of stuff that she doesnt noe and hasnt gone to revise yet.(plus she failed her geog formative...bleah)
lydia's gonna be dead for math cuz she doesnt noe how to do word problems and a lot of other stuff.
lydia's gonna be dead cuz she didnt fufil a lot of things(eg RS and wad not)
lydia's gonna FAIL all her eoys this term
lydia's gonna get a very LOW gpa score this tym round

...and lydia's off to mugg for bio and hist so that (she hopes that) she will pass

byebye!

update

2005-10-05T22:22:00.000-07:00

tralala. i'm baack ! yipee. but i think the blog is gonna stay stagnant for a loong time to cum...

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yupyup. the exams are cuming. it's exam peak period. *faints* i am thinking of post exam activities liaos. lolx. carn help it la.

haha. todae was an interesting dae XD kind of. chinese... booring... PE...hmm HIGH JUMP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yeah yeah! intersting. only UNinteresting part was ms goh toking and toking. then the part of moi legs touching the rubber band thingy was not nice too. oh wells. mabbe the thing was too high. heyy grp.. dun have so "high" expectations of mi la...i cnt jump that high though being a high jumper...another uninteresting part...carrying the stoopid crash mats...shan't elaborate. thx nattay n fren hu helped the previous grp wif their crash mat.
then there was hist. sm parts were funny. lolx. then there was recess and then math(booring) lalal. english was a kind of "free" blk cuz mdm dewi didnt cum XD but we had to finish our english formative =( aww. sure to do very badly cuz i didnt really understand the passage. mwahhaha. i LOVE the things that sm pple did (including moi) todae XD

haha. the evil minds united and they came up wif an evil plan...mwahahahahah -cut-

that is so irrelavant. shall add in sm pics to add in the fun XD yayy! btw. the evil minds were mainly me lyn n guiqi. i was the one hu started the idea though XD hahahah. first tym i pulled a prank liddat XD whoo hoo!

lets see... first thing. i wrote on a scrap piece of paper the following words : KICK ME and then stuck a bit of masking tape at the top and then ATTEMPTED to stick it on pple. didnt succeed. then GOOD OLD MAVIS CAME TO DA RESCUE!!!! yayy! she managed to stick it on my no. 1 target! SHIRBONG! (aka shirley bong/ shirbongy) and then i took a few pics of it on shirbong XD

the paper on shirbong's back! XD

a closer view...XD

kexin saw and asked shirley: are you sure u want that to happen to you? and then shirley was like : what? and me n lyn n a whole bunch of pple were laughing like madd. then the paper kena got stuck on kexin later. got a pic too! XD

it's on kexin! XD

close up...XD

it's on her! and she doesn't noe ... XD

looks obvious....it saes KICK ME ...XD

then lyn asked kexin if she was sure she wanted that to happen to her. then kexin took the paper off herself n then went to stick it on shaina. budden she spoiled the fun...i didnt manage to take a pic of shaina... kexin said it as soon as she stuck it on X(

then later after getting the thing off shaina, we got it on carolyn! lolx. managed to get a pic b4 her hair covered it. aww. then kexin took it off her as well.

carolyn turning around not knowing that thing's on her XD

last target of the dae was little penny. kexin had taken the paper off n stuck it on her and she didnt noe. then she was wondering y joellyn was sniggering. then she was like : what? then joellyn said: nothing nothing.... and continued doing her work. then later joellyn was leaning back and telling me to get a picture of it. i gladly complied! XD poor innocent little penny didnt even noe wad happened to her...even after the thing was taken off her. hahaha.

innocent penny not knowing that the paper is on her XD

wad an intersting dae! hohoho. shall go n do geog now! have some GM stuff to look at. XD sigh. not understanding geog at all. NEED TO MUG LIKE MAD NOW! exams are gonna pound me rite into the earth X( sigh...oh well..........

heyys pple. dun have a grudge k? its just a prank, hope no one's feeling were hurt... X(

baack

2005-10-05T15:30:00.000-07:00

mwahahah. i feel evil.-cut-

that was so irrelavant. haha. but i shall just blog a little b4 i scamper off for tuition. which is like in a few mins. shall cum hm and (hopefully) blog again soon. yup. got quite a no. of things to elaborate on. lalala.

todae's english lesson was pretty..."interesting" shall elaborate another dae.

laalal. got to go n prepare for tuition liaos. will blog again later k? WILL. tralala. bye (sry to all the pple i disappointed by this stupid short oost XD )

ain't blogging much

2005-09-27T11:39:00.000-07:00

lolx. realised that i wasn't blogging much and this blog is like... stagnant like dunno wad. if only i have this comp lab keyboard at home. then when i blog i no need to make so much noise and get scolded. hmph hmph. BIG MISTAKE. that nice nice NICE YA is not eng hui :( its AIK HUI. fine. sry !!!! okies that aside

PPLE I NEEEEEDDDD the details for the proposal of the class tee! if not hw i do the proposal ah? and u all better be happy wif the fonts that all of you chose.... lolx.

hmmm. i like the fonts that elaine provided. oooh SO NICE! haha.

i love love love templates. yayy! they are so nice to playy wif and i shall go n create some new ones soon. budden eoys are coming soon, sigh sigh. no tym

hmph hmph. lots of things to settle. see if i can memorise...
-class tee(design + proposal)
- history formative
- revise chinese zuo wen thingy
-change the lyrics of a song (for 7 eleven bk)
- do bio ws
...etc

sigh sigh. no tym to read english bks!!!! X(

okies. tmrw is the last session of guides :( sigh. CCA was one of the more fun thingys in school. compared to having maths lessons n wad nots

hmm. that reminds me that the video that Mr Ivan Soh showed us was ~~quite~~ GROSS. i didnt like the last part. some poor snail wif disgusting stuff in its tentacles (faints) AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

hmm. i think the seniors will most likely come down...but that is like so hardly. and then hor, i am in a different patrol so that doesnt really make much of an excitement or wad not for me ( no point) hmph hmph. and one surprising thing... DENISE (YAM) KNOWS ME. hmm she's a PSL and thatm is like so COOL!!! i wanna be one... but doubt if i can pass the interview lor. lalala. mabbe cuz i am alwaes the one pointing out denise to wei ling XD lolx then again... weiling carn attend the last guides session (SOBS) she's got third lang test. sigh sigh

and if u all out there dun know yet. me n germie quit third lang already. okies ? done settled blah. only regret is not being able to sit wif wei ling in third lang class and chat chat chat. miss seeing m. kou's farnie actions lolx

okies. shall go off now. dying to start playing wif another template XD lolx

PS. I WANT NEW SPECS!!!!

happie bdae pebbles :)

2005-09-22T18:31:00.000-07:00

okies. realised how stagnant my bloggie's getting. hehheh. got lots of things (well a few actually) to tok abt. hmmmmmm and abt the fact that our class found a barbie shoe floating in the sea during ICCS, erm... actually, 113 found the other shoe. we got one side and they got another. sigh. so qiao3.

so bored. have lots of things that i want to type also no tym to type. need to go n read my stuff. (chinese bks , i DUN like) hmmmmmmm. shall give tuition a miss i think. all stuff due like... next next wk? AHHHHHHHH no children's dae this year and for the rest of my life. hmph . have to go n do my stuff liaos :( but b4 that, i shall go and play around wif stuff. (eg TEMPLATES!!!!!!! yayy!) okies. that is like so random. sigh sigh. shall *hopefully* get a nice template done XD for my diary-x account perhaps?(yess i got one. but dun think i will update it much though... haven set it up YET)

okies. shall go n play arnd wif templates! yayys!

btw, nanny, it ISSSSS ur fault that we got distracted ok...
cherie: heyy. guides is ok...nxt wed is last guides session haha. y not you all come down? haha.

lalala. and lucky nanny didnt see meeee doing long jump :) that didnt look like long jump though. had to jump over this thingy...pole. so hard ... very scared that i will like crash down on the pole or smthing.*ouch* rather do high jump! its fun fun fun! high jump rox ok! yayy!

and the nice nice NICE YA IS EGGY! yeah yeah! her real name is eng hui i think (spelling unsure...shall go ask her? lolx) hehe. she passed our "making simple repairs" thingy and she's so nice. lolx. shall blog again soon! have to go now if i want to finish a template. if not i dun have tym to do my ~ chinese stuff. hmph hmph.

byee~

ICCS 05 blah

2005-09-19T11:06:00.000-07:00

heyy. as usual. i am blogging during comp studs. all the pple arnd me so guai. all doing their eportfolio. well well well. i am like so STUCK. dunno where to continue. lolx. never mind. shall ask pple later.

haha. elaine uploaded the ICCS pics already! yayy! haha. the informal class photos look ok... at least i dun spoil the pic wif my ugly face the way i spoiled it in the formal photo :( sigh. i prefer this one :) haha XD okies. nvr mind.btw, this is a little poem abt ICCS 2005 by the CLE reps:

east coast beach was a nasty sight
we went and shone a little light
there we saw all the filthiest things
from cigars to slippers to plastic rings
a rat and fish were the horrible ones
and we picked them up in utter disgust
at ten-fifiteen we gathered back
dragging along our litter bags
we tabulated the data and weighed the bags
and with the litter created a cute little crab
after a photo and some snacks
we were finally on our way back

nice rite? the poem is so nice. yayy i like it. okies. shall blog more another day. eunice is complaining that i am blogging and she's going bad lydia :( hmph. nvr mind. shall go and work on my template now :) yayy! i love templates. but i dun like the one we are suppose to do to be graded. its soooo boring lor. shall upload the nice class photos and the ones we took of the cutee crab another day. the crab is in my phone so i haven infrared-ed it to the comp yet.(sry!) shall uploaded to shutterfly. sigh. i'm saolazy to upload XD hahah. shall go now b4 i get scolded again.

byee!

PS i hate javelins :( discuses are kinda fun XD and shot putt is baad... :(hmph

decided to blog

2005-09-17T17:24:00.000-07:00

decided to update. doing research on the golden age of rome. ahh. internet just got useless. it's asking me to buy stuff.sigh. never mind. many things happened. okies. lets see....dunno. i too lazy to go n recall them and put them in to words. lolx

okies. shall like many many things. yays! guides was pretty fun :) yays! i went there late due to smthing...not telling :x okies then went wif my guides fren. she went to that smthing wif me. okies. then later saw lynette(chua) in 103 classroom. ahh. freaked me smhow. (lolx i barged into the room) went back to 104 classroom after changing into guides tee. NOT SPARED!!! lynette's class came into 104 classroom later! AHHH! never mind. went off for guides anyway. saw a bunch of pple tying stuff and saw another bunch of pple playing a question and answer thingy. saw my darling old patrol and my new patrol playing the Q&A thingy. so went over. pestered the ics there to let me join my darling old patrol batchmates. yay! then play like mad. so fun!(wif my old patrol) then later we were thinking of the theme for this year's thinking dae. we thot it was FOOD, then later we thought that it was think abt food or smthing. then later wei ling go and sae THINKING ABT NANNY! i was like huh? wad does nanny gotta do wif thinking dae??? erm... then she pointed and we spotted nanny and her fren strolling to the toliet at E blk there. haha. lolx. laughed like mad. ohh... then we managed to get it rite. after alicia gave us the clue that the first word was coming. COMING TOGETHER;WORKING TOGETHER. =) i like that. later nanny watched us play dog n bone. HAI REN JING! we were like HI NANNY!!!! and then alicia go call out number and we missed it. it was germie's number. AHEM... NANNEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hmph. she ran awayy.lolx. saw a LOT of seniors later. met cherie (tan), joo hui, liling, cherie(yang), dunno hu liaos. had passing of flag ettiquette. as germie said. ( I AM A LOUSY ESCORT!)i admit. kinda cuz her flag not to go up in tym. -__-" SRY GERMIE! then later when i do that i was like : oh no oh no oh no... was kinda LOUSY but i still managed to pass =) yays! i love eggy...(issit eggy in the first place? i forgot her name again :( she is the nice nice NICE YA tat passed me germie and wei ling for colours and now flag ettiquette. i like her :)) okies . then later went to do rope tying. was pretty fun to tie. learned abt tention (nanny didnt teach us that during camp) lolx. managed to tie super tight! :) yays! seniors were kinda impressed.we learned fast too! ended up teaching pple o_O" okies. poor weiling's skin kinda rubbed off. eww. she so strong lor...pull until so tight. peh4 fu2. yars. can be structure ic next time XD haha. poor weiling.

I LOVE PHANTOM OF THE OPERA! esp the sound track. sooooooo NICE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! okies. that was so random. yays! thx wei ling for introducing it to me :)

anywaes. went for ICCS todae. FUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (pple u may think i'm mad but yar! its fun) found interesting rubbish. saw a barbie shoe floating in the water o_O" i LOVE the sea! and east coast park! so nice. later went to sit on the rock "wall" thingy. the whole class gathered there and SLACKED. got sprayed wif sea water XD yays! i love the sea. haha. was catching rubbish b4 they washed into the sea. was like...wait for the waves to wash outward and then chionged to grab the rubbish. haha. screamed like mad when we sat on the rock "wall" thingy. then later used our rubbish to make a model. made a crab XD so cute! my cam battery went flat and i couldnt take a lot of pics. sigh. took the crab model with my phone :) it really LOOKS like a crab and its so CUTE! despite the fact that it stinks la. lolx. after that went back to sch. suppose to follow wei ling n her dad would drive us to tuition. but ms ha didn let me go.X( reached hm like....12.45pm??? couldnt go for tuition. had another tuition at 1pm! ended up falling asleep during that one XD haha. and now i am blogging.

ooh. nice loong post (i think) but not as loong as nanny's. sigh. oh wells. AH! I FORGOT! I HATE HATE HATE AND HAAATTTTEEEEE medical bio ok. it sux...big! dissect stuff( nononononononononononononononononoNNNNNNNNNNOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO)X10000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000... hmph! cherie (tan) was telling me abt dissecting a LIVE frog yesterdae. cut open the frog...froggy STILL ALIVE OK! and then see the heart beating, so snip off the heart.... AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! carn bear such cruelty! at least do more KIND ways to kill the frog ( NOT recommended) like gas it or smthing. I HATE to dissect stuff ok. sob sob. i dun like med bio. NOOOOOOOOOO. considering taking triple science now (THOUGH I HATE PHYSICS). bro told me that photonics was physics and chem (?) okies. i HEARD that photonics is fun :) play wif lasers and wad not.

hmmmmmm. dunno y toking abt options now. not concerning me XD hmmmmmmm. wondering hu will become YA next year. hmmmmmmm. sigh. oops. haven done ANYTHING abt doing research on the golden age of rome. AND NO INTERESTING PERSON IS ONLINE. sigh. wanna go Borders later(hoping to) sigh...... gtg

byee~

PS. pebbles' s bdae is coming up! 20th september! yays! she gonna be ONE! aww. the naughty doggy. CUTEE!~

blogging during comp studs again

2005-09-13T11:45:00.000-07:00

hahaha. lame lame lame meeeee. haven even started on a single letter on typing my guides article :( planned to do it during comp studs but apparently i am like...SLACKING! grinz. lolx. heheheheheh. oh man. have to RE do me templatye thingy :( i didnt really update it the other tym. so its like...retarded and ...horrible. lolx

okies. yays! just now saw nanny and cherie and a whole bunch of seniors( hu i doubt noe that i even exist) hmmm. saw joo hui and sau ling as well. amusing. b4 chionging for comp studs, went to the library to return my bk(due todae*heng*) then later, at the door of the library, sau ling came out.o_O" okies. then returned my bk and then came out that tym, saw cherie(TAN hu ialready met dozens of tyms just now) and nanny walking together to the science lab or smthing. i dunno. had the urge to shout nanny but decided not to malu her la. so far frm me and then i have to shout damn loud just to call her. waste my energy and my poor voice. i still have to chiong to comp studs. lolx

sigh. i really miss my seniors (gathers this thot up and flungs it out of the window)

shall forget abt it... forget everything and so i won't be so sad. forget that i even met them mabbe? nah.... not so cruel. sigh. have ava training later. and i have to buy stuff for needlewk module. ahhhhh

yays! sitting at the back again. mabbe ms ha has a motive or smthing. want to catch me not paying attention? how would i know. gosh, i need to PAY ATTENTION in class. oops. hw? i am planning to go for the inter house bowling competition on fridae... and i have my FLAG ETTIQUETTE PRATICAL TEST on the same day? HELLO??? ahh. howhow? i am so dead.............. but i really want to go bowling :(

okies. yesterdae's horrible thing. I HATE MOZZIES. ahhhhhh. AND I HATE ANTS TOO ok. hmph. outside the philo rm got STUPID mozzies that kept biting EVERYONE! ahhhhh, my itchy legs. still itching frm the stings yesterday. fyi,calamine lotion doesn't help ok. make it less itchy FOR A FEW SECONDS only. lolx. hahaha. lame lame. then went inside philo rm...A WHOLE COLONY OF STUPID ANTS! uhh.... freaked me out totally. so many crawling on the floor! ick. thenmr lim go and stand in the middle of the bunch of ants. :( ants crawling up on his pants and socks -__-"ew.

okies. shall go and start RE doing my html thingy. the design like...sux..... i rather use my current one and just change a little here and there. eek. okies, shall go off now.

~~i want nanny and cherie and sunflower patrol baack...~~

booya!

2005-09-12T18:10:00.000-07:00

lolx. gonna do a short post here. gtg soon aniway. lolx. shall blog tmrw during comp studs. AHHHHH. forgot to copy down tmrw's tymtable! oh man...gonna have to ask pple. sigh. i was linking pple todae and i didn noe i had so many pple to link lor! *nearly died* and i kinda updated my wishlist and my profile( yesss pple i have a wishlist if you didnt noe that.lolx. at the profile there) haha. OMG! i like ms ha (for once) and i think its the only tym i ever liked her.o_O" haha. she transfered me to the back row!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!YESSSSSSS!!!! back of the class...rite at the back!!!!!!!!!!!yes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!shall blog more abt it tmrw...byee!!!!

ps: philo was bad...outside got bitten by mossies...inside got invaded by ants :( ah!!!!!!! shall tok abt it in detail tmrw too..byee!

oops...4got this detail

2005-09-10T16:48:00.000-07:00

heyy. i noe this is lame but i wanna add this tiny detail... that i took this ham photo wif a toliet tube... yes... i stuck the toliet tube there with the camera lens :) some nice pics to show. theyy are so CUTE!!!!!!!! i cropped the pic so u dun see much of the toliet tube =)

oops. since my box is translucent...erm. the pics that i posted initially on this post carn be seen :( [after doing some testing]
never mind. i will upload them into shutterfly and then all of you can see k? =)

okies gtg. this is just a small update :) byee!

peeka BOO! baaack

2005-09-10T15:22:00.000-07:00

yays!changed template again!!! hahahah. haven't been blogging for like...ages. have a lot of things to sae but i alwaes carn put them into words to say here >.<

great. lets see, on wednesdae... weiling and beverly and jolene gwee's bdae. lolx. had a massive CLEAR/CLEAN up session...cleared the sofa of my stuff(yes yes, my stuff alwaes stays there...for AGES :) my bros dun like that cuz they carn sit on the sofa!) hahah. and then went to my room( aka the comp room) and cleared up my stuff. hehehe. spend the whole day doing that...clearing up, throwing stuff away...yars.hahah. found some useful stuff and some lost stuff. haha.yays! okies. enough abt that. lolx

i am currently toking to nanny's pillow.lolx. so FUN!!!!!!!!!!! hhaha. caught nanny online la...(too bad weiling =p hhahaha EVIL me) never mind weiling. u have more opportunities of catching nanny online. well... you HAVE. lolx. sigh sigh sigh. I WANT SUNFLOWER BAAACK! never mind. last guides session we had a 45 MINUTE PATROL CORNER and after that a 15 MINUTE BREAK. which totals up to 1 HOUR OF FREE TYM!!!!!!!!! hmph! wish we had that long a tym wif nanny and cherie :( sigh.

kk. gtg. bb!

OMG catholic high scouts are so PRO at gadgets! hahaha. their structures are so good! lolx

happie bdae my darling gals!

2005-09-07T00:09:00.000-07:00

heyy. its midnite and its tym to celebrate some bdaes...heheheh
yays!!!!!! happy birthdae wei ling and beverly and jolene gwee!!!! you all are thirteen now. one year older and one year smarter! :) heh! yays!!!!! i love you all. my darlings :) shall get all ur pressies to you one dae. yays! my darling frens are thirteen :) like mee :) haha. my doggy will be turning one soon :) yays! okies. shall blog more tmrw. haha. if i have tym to come online la that is. heehee. shall go send some midnite smses now. hehe. shall changed my blog template and dedicate it to em :) hehehehe.

thx wei ling for finally getting me my SUPER BELATED bdae prez finally :) yays! i love ya :)

HAPPIE BDAE MY DARLINGSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

stagnant........

2005-09-05T23:49:00.000-07:00

heyy. popped by and decided to blog a lil'...although i'm like...so busy, erm kinda.
okies. LOTS AND LOTSSSSSSSSS of things have passed by and i didnt have the tym to blog abt them all. sad sad sad. shall blog abt them all when i have the tym... which i dun have rite now.
all in all, i am sooooooo not gonna enjoy guides for the rest of da tym i reckon. shall see how things turn out for meee. which i have to kan4 kai1 duo1 yi4 dian3. sheesh. i am like thinking everything sux and stuff. and i feel SOOOOOOOOOO out of place lor. in my new patrol and in my old patrol too. feel like some extra thingy that's jutting out and yar... sticking out like a sore sore thumb. rather go smwhere where i won't stick out soooo much. hehehe. evil me. okies. oh, another scary thing. EIGHT 108 gals joined ava...i think that is like way toooo many lor! and the most pai seh one is that i am the only one in 104 :( lets see
-FOUR 103 gals
-ONE 104 gal(me)
-~~EIGHT~~NINE 108 gals

see that BIIG difference? well carn get anyone to join...too many liaos... after those 108 gals joined. no insult but i saw one hu folded her culottes to like...AHEM so SHORT!!!!!!!!!!!!!! like mini skirt liddat :( ewwww. shld ahere to sch rules even if its the hols ya noe...terribly bookable.

okies. no more tym. shall blog more elaborately and more detailed another day...when i have the tym la...byee

popping baack

2005-08-29T11:33:00.000-07:00

as i said, i will pop by and write another SHORT post if i have da time. comp studs is ending SOON, and i have to do my chinese pt thingy after this block*STRESS* okies. hope that it goes well for me(prays hard) i'm terribly nervous. ok, but thats NOT the point. hahahaha. weiling was commenting to me that the dentist was saying that her teeth was very clean. hahaha. oops the bell rang! never mind. shall go now.bye!~

*someone tell me shld i get braces a not ah??? i dunno leh.....*

something called blogging during computer studies

2005-08-29T10:58:00.000-07:00

lolx. having computer studies now...heehee. shall do a bit of blogging. wah...so many pple playing neopets. haix. i long outgrew it liaos and i dun think i can rmb my account liaos. hahahaha. eeeeee... the teacher wants us to do something! dunh want! ahhhh. sheesh. never mind. i dun even understand what he is toking about lors....haix.omg, mychair is so creaky! i want my own chair baack! okies that is so irrelevant lors. hahahaah.

okies. lemme see wad i have to blog about or rather wad i want to blog about. i think i haven finished on stripping yet. nothing much to sae. think i will repeat the things that i said b4. all in all, i WANT my NANNY and my CHERIE baaaaaaack! i want i want i want. eeeeee. why carn striping be later instead. AND OF COURSE! I WANT( or rather i DEMAND) MY PATROL BAAACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! some one transfer me baaaack.... someone, anyone. eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.okay. shall calm myself down......

i really have a lot more to learn here. i need to learn to see the silver lining on every cloud, i really need to learn to let go when the time comes..i neeeeeed to learn to see the silver lining. i carn possibly cling on to every single thing and want everything to go my way... the way i want everything to happen. i have to let go, to see the silver lining so that i will remember that if something belongs to you, it will come back to you...even if you let it go, even if it leaves your side, it will still come back to you.

argh. am i spoiled rotten or wad. i alwaes want thing to go my way. i carn have that. hmmm, i need more guidiance frm GOD. the holy one, the king... the LORD. okay. hmmm(lord governer king) okays. okies shall blog again at home i think. currently have to do that thing that the comp studs teacher wants us to do. a draft or something. okays

and btw. koh wei ling, you go and ask the joo hui and cherie urself, i am NOT giving you their permission wadsoever and wad not to use their pics. hrumph. make me do all the work for you har? NONONONONONONONONO. go do it urself. i took a QUITE big risk ok.... hmph.XD hahaha. lolx. lalalala. shall blog a short post again later if i have time after i finish that thingy... byee~

dropping by again

2005-08-28T23:22:00.000-07:00

hellow! doing my #$%^&*() english pt now and its killing all 100 % of my brain cells ok... its simply driving me nuts! AHHHHH. shall just drop by and write a short post. and i mean a SHORT post. okies, that is so irrelavant. shall do tag replies and HOPEFULLY a long post tmrw...during comp studs.(hope i dun imiss out on anything!) okies, i am such a bad bad bad gurl. have to kick this habit.hahaha. okies. shall go off and do my other hmwk now...have chinese pt tmrw and i have A LOT more chinese homework to complete by tuesday and i have yet to do anything. eeeeeeeeee. okies. shall end wif a list of teachers that i need to buy presents for (for teachers day. lolx...lemme see...

really special teachers:
Primary school>>>
-khoo lao shi
-ms irene heng
-mrs pagon ong
-ms tien
-mrs bala
.........................................etc.(forget liaos...shall rite again tmrw.)

secondary school >>>
-ms jennifer tay
-ms sally wong
-mrs sophia wong
-mrs dolores fahy(did i spell her name rite?)
-ms phua( how to pass present to her?)
-mrs tan YH (how to pass present to her too?)

okies, shall think abt it. the rest of the teachers i think i will just get em smthing nice and simple. hehehehe. i so bad bad bad. haha.

okies gtg. shall blog again tmrw.byee!!! :)

just dropping by...

2005-08-26T20:40:00.000-07:00

hellows pple. i just drop by to change my blog template. shall declare that hiatus is currently on until i find time time to blog...(me mum dun lemme type much la...) mabbe i blog tmrw at simin's house!heehee. lotsa things to blog abt..no time la.shall blog again smday! oops...gtg. bye!

*dun worry. i'll be baaaaaack! :)

farewell my darling sec 4s

2005-08-20T18:08:00.000-07:00

okies. the day just whooshed past me.daes rather. time has really flown past me in a flash.in the blink of an eye, the sec 4s have stepped down and stripping is done. sheesh. from now on, there will be NO nanny, NO cherie(tan), NO liling, NO joohui, NO cherie(yang).......NO more sec 4s.(sobsob) i want them to come back.without them i will DIE! fine, i admit that i am dead liaos. budden they gave me wad i needed...moral support, love...etc. they are so nice. tried not to cry when the sec 4s were striping the sec 2s or 3s.budden when i saw liling striping michelle tan that time, i just couldn't stop myself frm crying.liling was going(and joohui and cherie).sobsob. then later...the PLs. saw nanny up dere...striping the new sunflower PL. i couldn't help but cry. NANNY WAS GOING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! my nanny...my darling nanny! i dun want another nanny. i want this nanny, my one and only nanny i will ever have. well, tears were streaming down my face.tried hard not to cry out loud.germie was sniffing and sobbing beside me. lathiga too. then later they announced the patrol transfers. it wasn't germie hu got transferred.i was the one hu got transferred...to ORCHID patrol.(grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr) its not like i am against orchid or smthing...budden i really love sunflower.HELLOW?!?!! do you pple have any minds?!? how can you just tear 3 best frens apart frm each other.me weiling and germie. how cld u. nanny, cherie and rachel are gone(rach went to another patrol, not that bad.) budden my darling sunflower patrol!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!hrumph. i changed patrol like...THREE times in like...8 MONTHS?!?! hey...not fair. i dun even get to stay in my patrol for ONE year!frm oriole i changed to sunflower( i dun mind...I LOVE THIS CHANGE!!!!!!!!!!!!) then now change to orchid. NONONONONONONONONONONONO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i am forever a sunflower-er. nothing can change that. arrrrrghhhhhhhhh. in a horribly bad mood now cuz of this. shall quit guides. and then go join another cca with weiling, we shall quit guides together. then join another cca together. yays! i love sunflower patrol. :)we rawk!

once a sunflower-er ; FOREVER a sunflower-er
nothing can change this fact;
nothing,
ABSOLUTELY NOTHING

2nd coy sunflower 2005 simply rawks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :)

the sad sad truth

2005-08-17T23:57:00.000-07:00

the sad sad truth...our patrol is gonna get BRUTALLY RIPPED APART!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! sobsob............ i dun want my darling patrol members to be separated from each other. well, rachel is gonna go...nanny is gonna go...cherie is gonna go...even germaine is gonna go! nanny and cherie cannot prevent them from going... budden rachel is gonna go to another patrol! and germie as well. i want germie to stay...just hu is that !@#$%^&*()_ person hu decided to rip germie away from us! hu the heck is that person hu rearranged the whole thing. pls hor...me, weiling and germie are very close together and u just brutally rip one away. dun you think that it is unfair? if you have this very good friend and someone just takes that friend away from u? u dun feel gd rite? like some part of you is missing liddat? noww there is gonna be a hole that cnt be mended....unless(ahem) yars. i totally hate hate hate the person hu arranged this ok........ i dun like the person anymore.hrumph. what the heck do you want? sunflower patrol 2nd coy not to be bonded and close to each other? are you jealous? i dun noe the reason, but still pls hor, i HATE this arrangement and can you pls put germie back with us? PLS??????(though no one seems to be hearing me...mabbe GOD hears me :) ) yays. okies. shall stop blogging now. shall tok abt my horrible experience that happened to me weiling and germie and shin yi another day. details need to be elaborated.......including this hated arrangement thingy...

ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
(sheesh, striping is in ONE day :( )

PGA results :)

2005-08-15T15:51:00.000-07:00

YAYS!!!!!!!!!! the BIG news is out!yays! so many pple from rgs guides won PGA! yays! we rock man! who says uniform groups carn acheive much huh? we rock ok!(and to pple hu dun like UGs and alwaes bad mouth us even if we get some award, shut ur darn mouth up ok.) whee! i go every senior's blog will sure pple toking abt PGA results:) budden some pple dun la(eg nanny) she hardly updates anyway. and YES! the name tag came out PERFECTLY FINE!whee hee! (shall make some others another day ok weiling and germie? hahah. i simply love the nametag.going crazy abt it!) oh. i have have HAVE to say CONGRATULATIONS to the following pple:
wei xin
wei ching
zhi yan
kai fong
jialing
wennie
dawn
huijin
yishan
sruthi
divya
charmaine su
sau ling
xinwei
yanting
cherie yang

yays! they may or may not be rgs guides but still they have come a long way to acheive what they have achieved! yays! and some pple rgs guides dunno hu i am budden i noe them:) hahaha. budden still. CONGRATULATIONS! yays! rgs guides totally rawk! ooh i am sooooooooo proud of them, my seniors , my sister guides :) wonder if we will be able to attend the PGA award ceremony at the istana or something...(dreams) its been a long long time when i last visited the istana :) there so nice lor! got fountain and a whole bunch of stuff if i am not wrong :) so beautiful there ! and most importantly, its really really really GREEN!!!!!!!lolx. hahahaah.i really wanna go and see my darling seniors go up and receive their awards:) they ought to invite us dun they? since rgs guides have so many pple win PGA. hhahhaha(its wishful thinking): ) sigh. i wait long long la. hmmm. i really wonder how many pple will decide to take up the role of being a YA. none of them have that so called YA look o_O erm...i dun think there is such thing rite? its just that i think they look better in guides uniform instead of the YA uniform. imagine nanny being a YA! (i think weiling will faint and die =p hahahah. i dun mind.but nanny does i guess. she dun wanna be a YA. nanny shld be a YA.(hey.she is after all a nanny hu shld help and take care of us young ones=) ) hahahah. never mind.

whoa. i spent a whoa blog entry just toking abt PGA and stuff. sigh, striping is drawing nearer and NEARER AND NEARER (terribly horrified!) why must they go so soon. sigh. striping is in lyk...FOUR days! eeks. hope that the seniors still come back! (quote frm nanny: traditionally they dun) eek! wadever la. heck. budden the problem is WHY MUST THE SENIORS GIVE THEIR STRIPS TO THE SEC 3S???!!!! the seniors may want to keep their strips wad. if not when you remove and then you keep the uniform as remembrance, you just be a PLAIN guide. hardly any significance. and some more. the PGA pple. how can they go up and collect their award without their strips? must 'show off' ma.lolx.hope that the seniors dun need to remove their strips.

okies. shall go and edit template for my darling sunflower 2nd coy patrol blog. i currently have no idea wad the webbie shld be. pple in sunflower 2nd coy CURRENTLY.pls hor give suggestions! and i wonder if our patrol can go and take neoprints a not.after striping. i think we shld. PLS? pple try and make urself free. but darling germie has piano :( sheesh. never mind. shall bring my camera. BUT I WANNA TAKE NEOS!sigh. sounds hopeless. never mind........ shall go now. and pple in my patrol currently. i wan to take pics of u all so that i can use them for the blog. thank you!( weiling and germie, the thwee of us will take one pic and we use that one:) )

time is running out...6 daes to farewell

2005-08-13T17:11:00.000-07:00

well well well, time passes really quickly doen't it? it feels like it was only yesterdae that i got enroled or smthing.sheesh. rural and urbam hike have passed oh so quickly. one more guides session and its gonna be farewell for the sec fours. sheesh. I DUN WANT THEM TO GO!!!! they are like so nice, so fun(entertaining smtimes) and kind and... and... and... aiya,so many things to say! sheesh. shall quote frm my fren's msn nick: " sec 4s you rawk! do you have to go?" exactly, do you all have to go? sheesh. all good things come to an end. yupyup. sobsob. sheesh. SIX days more and its gonna be farewell. eeee. i dun want them to go. it not nice! everything seems to be against me or smthing. argh. nanny? can we have a party or smthing? and....... abt the patrol outing wadsoever(ahem) up to you to decide la. nice seeing you online anyway.sheesh. these daes, my schedule is really screwed and i am really really really BUSY! sheesh. i am like dead!nononoonoonoooooooooo. i am DEADED!yars. and i realised one thing. i can NVR EVER DO FLAG RAISING ok. i like tried it and i totally screwed it! sheesh. shall tok abt guides on friday then ...and all the things that happened wadsoever. lets see. during hall assembly we watched singapore gaga.(~~quite~~ VERY nice. i liked it alot. budden i only watched parts of it cuz me weiling and germie were decorating nanny's cake! so fun! and then later we went to get ready for guides and stuff. later have a 15 MINUTE patrol corner(so crap! i wanted a 30 MINUTE ONE!) cuz of the little time that our patrol has together! obviously shld have more patrol corners rite? rite. and yars. sauling and charmaine su took over the cls cuz the cls went for meeting. had to do this stress management thingy then later had striping prep. so hot! felt like fainting ok. sheesh.mabbe nxt time i shall faint for real or smthing! xD hahah. like real. i wonder hu shall i trust to take pics for me for striping. i NEED the pics ok. hmmm. i shall bring my camera and see.oops! that reminds me...have to plan for the seniors' pressies! oh no... kaes, nvr mind. shall think abt it later. i have like so much homewk! sheesh. for patrol corner we celebrated nanny's bdae! with the cake! we made her take off her specs and cover her eyes! hahaha...budden she kept trying to look.then we sang bdae song for chermaine and nanny.yays. budden time so short. had to fall in soon. :( oh wells.shall have some fun online and on the net first. oh and cherie yang changed her blogskin again! it so nice lors! wonder how she make one...hahaha. cumon...back to reality man...

STRIPING IS IN LIKE SIX DAYS?!?!?!?!
hello? that is like gonna past in like...i dunno.six minutes or smthing? I DUN WANT THE SEC 4S TO GO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! they totally rock! and i want them to stay, regardless of whether i noe them or they dunno noe me or wad not. i just want them to STAY!!!!! stay stay stay. okies. i am like being driven mad by the fact that the sec4s are going ok...and the fact that weiling and germie are gonna leave guides. i like i'll go get myself runned down by a car or smthing,then i won't feel sad when they leave. yupyup. and weiling. i am sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo sorry that i am quitting 3rd lang k? i really carn stand failing leh(esp since its gonna pull down my already low GPA. hey cummon. i am doing worse for this semester then the last one! esp since there's more things to study and so on...there is ALGEBRA too!*faints*) okies. shall die rite here rite now. hmmm. a little quote frm nanny when i asked her if the sec 4s will come back after striping... here's the quote:
traditionally they dun come back animore. nice...well i dun mind. and nanny reckons that all the sec ones are gonna leave guides...cuz she say that if she comes back next year, she only see michelle tan, rachel and chermaine. sigh. feeling real bad.

well, a good long entry! ooh and me fren have PATROL SHIRT and not GUIDES shirt. i want a patrol shirt too! and of course. I LOVE THE GUIDES SHIRT.okies. shall go now. and i am currently being scolded for not focusing during tuition and for getting loew marks for english formative. sheesh. and i need gao zhi and foolscap! how to write zuo wen without gao zhi? nvr mind. shall write my zuo wen else where and then hust copy it into gao zhi in school. i have 2 zuo wens ti write(for school) and i also have another one to write for tuition. sheesh, then i forgot to bring back my 1B textbk for chinese. and i have like...ting xie on mondae?!! and i have like ...abt 7 ke wen to study??? stress man...stress. shall stop blogging now. i NEED to do a lot of things later. either due tomolo or due on monday. shall go do my half done history formative later.after i stop using the comp that is. oh! and i screwed my chemistry EOI...sheesh.buai~

*this is life, this is reality. this is the way things are so face it. all good things come to an end and they never come back.*

happie bdae nanny dearest :)

2005-08-12T00:47:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAE NANNY DEAREST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
you are finally 16 ! yays! (or issit 60? lolx) aniwaes hope that you will enjoy being 16 and that you will have lots and lots of fun. hope that you will enjoy ur last few moments in guides as well. sigh. you are going soon and that the patrol will have less members soon as well( you know the reason) and that smone new is coming into the patrol. well just rmb that you are forever our nanny and that is UNCHANGEBLE(is there such a word?) wadever. will miss you loads but still:

HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN NANNY DEAREST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

happy bdae chermaine :)

2005-08-10T19:20:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHERMAINE!!!
my darling patrol member, you are finally fourteen years old now and a big jie jie to us sec ones in da patrol and in guides. thanks for all the help that you rendered in guides and in the patrol and thanks for being such a nice seniors! wishing you a happy 14th bdae 2005 ! :)

blogging~again~

2005-08-10T19:17:00.000-07:00

okies.i am finally back to blog again. yays! okies. glad to admit that i am a blog addict.lolx. and nanny still hasnt updated her dead blog...sheesh.lets see. i went to JG's house to play and then we were like toking to gets online.haha. very farnie. me and JG were like laughing like mad at watever we typed. i wrote stuff like: the following massage was brought to you by lydia. and JG was like telling me: huh? MASSAGE?!! and i didn noe until i press enter. then both of us laughed like mad and then i went to correct it. haha. so fun lor. then later we went down to watch ndp and JG was like sleeping on the sofa at the boring parts. haha. then later had dinner wif them and then went home. wa...the dinner so nice :) must say a VERY BIG THANK YOU to JG's mummy for cooking such a nice nice dinner. so yummy. pity that i dun like to eat sotong though(sry!) haha. chatted with MDM(not ms) phua. hahaha.

now i am like stoning in front of the comp. i feel like i didn achieve anything at all during the hols. i hardly did any hmwk.(feels bad) i guess i hate hmwk too much to even bother abt it.argh. and on friday is nanny's bdae. argh! i am terribly short of $ and i am going broke. still have to get the seniors stepping down pressies. argh. never mind. as the saying goes...when there is a will, there is a way. hahaha. ok, shall spend less and save more these few daes then. eek. time goes by so fast and i am like...hating it. last time nanny's bdae seem such a LONG way to go...and now its like... 2 daes away only?!? sheesh. i hate that.

lalala. nothing to blog abt liaos. shall go blog surfing and then go do some hmwk(like my zuo wen for example) shall go and create a new blogskin smdae.mabbe now...mabbe later... i wanna cut my hair later... its not short enuf to NOT tie plaits for guides. sobsob, my poor poor hair :( hmmm, wonder how short weiling's hair is after she cut it...hahah. getting bored, wanna look for nice pics on the net, and mabbe start on the design of the 6B-2004 blog template. byee~

blogging here... :)

2005-08-08T11:37:00.000-07:00

sigh. i am back home after national day celebrations and i am so bored lor!(not to mention that i am hungry too) eee... starving.okies. shall blog abt yesterday and todae.(i am feeling high rite now) yesterday...
I WENT FOR THE FESTIVAL OF PRAISE !!!
yays.so super cool. i love it! especially hillsong australia! budden after hearing delirious sing, i kinda like delirious too. oh man, they totally rawk lor!cool! i love them. yays! GOD SIMPLY RAWKS! and honestly, i nvr see so many christians b4 in my life. glad to noe that so many pple believe in GOD and are willing to worship him:) yays.budden the food at the indoor stadium very expensive leh. one hotdog bun and e hotdog cost like...$4.50?!?! okies. i didnt buy cuz no money. budden the things there are really really really ex
okies, shall blog abt today then.
NATIONAL DAY CELEBRATIONS. okies. i WAS SUPPOSE to be in the KS Chee theatre budden i have AVA duty mah. so go hall and see all the fun and action. feel the atmosphere there. so much better than being at the KS Chee ok. haha. at first me and me frens were backstage...then we wanted to go up so that we can take photos to use for english pt. it was fun using a walkie talkie. haha. then later i was like up there trying my best to spot nanny. but i kept seeing joo hui and charmaine su. they were obvious due to their enthu-ness, shows that they have significance. unlike nanny, not significant and hardly enthu i reckon.budden still manage to spot her la.oh man. 204 rawks! their performance was so funny and funky and fun. budden they got 2nd only. they shld have gotten first lor! budden 211's performance was really funny as well. then later the sec 3 classes have their dance item...then the sec 4s had their fashion parade show. then later we started singing all the national day songs... everyone was kinda enthu and jumping all over the place. i thot the hall was gonna crash man. everyone jump so hard. then later go home liaos. so sad. all the fun long gone.

okies. i suddenly dun feel like blogging anymore.shall blog again later.btw here is an update abt the latest bdaes(well, kinda)

1 day to... SINGAPORE's birthday
2 days to... CHERMAINE's birthday
4 days to... NANNY's birthday

btw, germie and weiling we so totally need to meet up and discuss abt U NOE WAT (aiya if u dunno just sms me or tok to me if i am online) bye~ shall blog again later if i want...meanwhile...waiting for nanny to come online...sheesh.

happie bdae vanessa :)

2005-08-07T00:27:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAE VANESSA DARLING!!!!! you are 13 already! yays!

blogging...

2005-08-06T23:48:00.000-07:00

okies. i am restricted here...have to juggle TWO msn conversation windows(the pple tok damn FAST!) and try and blog at the same time. obviously i am like...listening to music now la...haha. i need to DESTRESS. and i found out that NO ONE is updating their blogs la.sheesh. OH! i nearly forgot the first thing i have to do today!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PENELOPE AND TIFFANY !!!!!!!!!! you all are finally thirteen-ers and that you all are one year older...one year more mature...one year more knowledgeble :) have fun!

okies. amazingly...one conversation window close down cuz the person(hu is my younger cuz) has to go and sleep. and appararently...weiling went offline(i think its her darn internet connection)never mind. okies. nothing much to blog abt...weiling showed me some stuff frm her math pt...lemme see... the question is smthing like: hu do you think understands you best (i think)

pple's answers...

friends. they are the same age as me, they encounter the same problems as me, we do not have a generation gap, they bother to listen, and most importantly, THEY DO NOT NAG.

another interesting one...

MY BOYFRIEND!!! Because he is my boyfriend what.( its the person and NOT ME OK! dun read wrongly hor)

weiling commented that nanny won't even sae such a thing and that it was out of the ordinary.whoa. wadever.ooh i really hope that my i can go for the Hillsong Australia and Delirious? concert tomolo at the Singapore Indoor Stadium. i really LOVE Hillsong Australia and they like so totally rock!!!(its a christian band btw...they sing christian songs:)) yays! okies. shall not get over excited in case later i cnt go then i cry. sheesh. poor weiling has her piano exam on monday. hope that she does well for it. hope that she will be able to come for national day too or i will feel like a big piece of me is missing there.ooh. i am listening to Hillsong Australia songs now. so nice. ok...shall stop obsessing...okies...nothing much to do. shall do tag replies now!!!

TAG REPLIES!

weiling: i agree with you weiling..its not marred by the pics.(hugs and mwacks:))

chermainey: yes...i WILL take guides for 4 years cuz i feel really loved in da guiding family...budden i dunno if i will feel this way still after nanny and cherie and all the sec 4s leave. i dunno if weiling and germine will stay too. i WANT THEM TO STAY... they are my pillars of strength :) [hugs and mwacks]

=michelle= :i KNOW that u forever agree abt this. so yar. wadever. budden PLS PLS PLS help me pester weiling and germie not to quit can?i will die lor. and i take it that u agree that this template is not marred by the pics:) yays:) [hugs and mwacks]

Shuz: heys darling angel! miss you. sry for not writing to u often hor :( forgive me. okies. shall help you make one if you like. budden i can only make these boxes one currently. shall try and learn how to make the button ones. you noe... the ones where you click profile n stuff...like the one you use now.i haven been paying attention in comp studs[oops :( ] haha. mabbe i do during the hols perhaps?yars... :) love ya![hugs and mwacks]

weiling(again): yays! i agree with you. does that mean nanny accepts the fact that this template is not marred by the pics ? yays! [hugs and mwacks]

okies. i am done for blogging todae. have to go now. carn blog anymore. sad. and nanny? UPDATE UR DEAD BLOG! sheesh. no one updating their blogs. sigh. and urban hike was quite fun...only some things were pretty embarrassing.(one gd example: skipping using a hula hoop in front of nanny--quite distrating yar noe.) shall *hopefully* blog abt tat in detail soon(mabbe i will mabbe i won't) heehee. okies. i really have to go. buai buai~

oh man...sucky sucky sucky

2005-08-04T23:52:00.000-07:00

ok.suddenly i dun feel like toking about the horrible day. shall tok abt today.thursday. yars.
lets see.ok... i totally screwed my geog test today. cancelled out this option on my paper cuz it was wrong(MCQ section). then when i write the answer for the question on the fulscap that time, i wrote the option that i cancelled out! ARGHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!! i totally hate myself for that. i think that i will fail my geog already. now i lose ONE MARK!!!!!!! one mark makes a lot of difference ok...dun tok back! pple out there are saying that its only ONE mark... budden it matters a lot to me ok...making me feel depressed (hopes that i dun fail my geog at least)okies.shall look on the bright side of things.my french teacher was pretty farnie and weird at the same time. kept laughing. okies. dun want to tok abt homework and anything related to school work wadsoever. sounds like i have nothing much to tok abt. its alwaes school and homework.

national day is coming up. so is chermaine and nanny's bdaes. sheesh. and dere is still stripping...stepping down. time is flying past so fast. there is like no time to stop and enjoy the nice things that life has to offer.UNFAIR. yars.if time passes so quickly, why do nice things pop out?we carn even enjoy them properly! sheesh. time is flying past so fast. i can still remember steeping into the school for the first time on reporting day...cca orientation...sec 1 orientation...etc. and now, half a year has already flown past and it's already the eighth month that i have been in this school. eight months is a LONG time ok. soon, the nice nice seniors will be gone, the nice things in life will be gone in a matter of days and mabbe months. soon...really soon. enrolment was such a distant thing last time...budden time flew and now all of us are enroled already. i can still clearly rmb guides camp...the time we spent practising and preparing for AA... the actual AA itself...etc. all those guiding memories. and dun forget the other memories as well...how i met my dearest frens, mavis,weiling, germaine...etc. how we went thru all together. how we first met the nice seniors, wad impression wadsoever that the seniors and teachers left on us...whether good or bad. this journey has started a long time ago.though it only seems as though its only the beginning of the journey. time flies...fast. soon. it will be national day...then it will e chermaine's bdae...then it will be nanny's sweet sixteen(i wonder abt this though)...then it will soon be stripping and stepping down...and soon it will be the end of the year. sheesh. i hate time for flying so fast. why carn we enjoy the sweet things in life...the utter enjoyment wadsoever. i love all my fwens and my seniors. but they will be leaving soon.

why must life be so unfair??????

sheesh

2005-08-03T22:55:00.000-07:00

ooh.todae was simply almost a bad day.ALMOST, but still bad.shall write in detail another day. carn do that now. basically for the following reasons...
1) i have to revise for geog summative TOMORROW!!!!!!( i haven started:( AHHHHHHHHHH)
2) time constrains
3) i still have a lot of homework to do that is DUE TOMMORROW!!!!!!
4) i am NOT suppose to be blogging now
5) i am dead tired now
6) i have to read finish my hua tuo book asap(my target:by friday LATEST)

there are more reasons than that. i have to go now. budden i shall do tag replies here now. too lazy to "flood" my tagboard. hehheh.

to weiling: hey gal. hi5 i like this template too!!! shall make another one soon.make some others.abt other things. u ought to get a blog for urself my dear gal.

to =michelle=: hello nanny. shall "donate" this template to you when i dun really want to use it. but i will change one of the pics...the mcs one.cuz that is mine and not urs.hah.shall make more over the holidaes. or if i have time. heehee. thx for visiting. and i thot u said that u were not going to come online? liar....haha.

okies. thats enuf for now. shall go now. hope to blog abt this miserable day soon. byee:)

i am baaaaack again!

2005-08-01T17:29:00.000-07:00

okies...i am back. many things have happened these days and i am planning to blog abt them all...i hope that pple won't get bored reading this super long antry that i am aspiring to type...and hopefully succeed.hahaha.okies...lets see. there is
-enrolment day
-rural hike
-dr william tan's 24 hour wheelchair marathon

okies. i KNOW that i am NOT SUPPOSED to blog rite now. anywaes...i shall start with enrolment day.

okies. i totally forgot to bring my camera that dae...rmbered that i didn bring it in school.(screams) budden thank you to my dearest mummy that she brought it for me after i called her to help me bring :) thank you:) yays! i get my camera :D hahaha. yups then chionged off to class to change into guides uniform -__-" sheesh. rushed like mad... so i anyhow tied my scarf(as usual) then choinged to fall in(lucky we were not late) yars. then had roll call...briefing... then elections.(argh...hated elections. liling even made the sec ones introduce themselves. argh.) nanny sit behind us...with sau ling and fwens. yars. we kana got a "scolding" from sau ling cuz we kinda did smthing offensive i think...in terms of insulting or wad...i am not that sure. yars. then had to go to canteen...blah blah blah. shall not elaborate on wad happened nxt...very boring. then yars. headed for the field and fall in... started marching.form a nice nice horseshoe(grins) then proceeded with enrolment. had to pin on the trefopil ourselves. eeeeeeeee. i hated going up there lor. i felt so idiotic and dumb. yars. oh and nanny has ABSOLUTELY NO SENSE OF ESTIMATION in my opinion... dunno when to halt one. cause weiling to overshoot... then have to move back just to get back to our places.then nanny help me pin on my trefoil:) heehee. cuz my trefoil didnt poke thru...so she poke for me...budden she nvr pin on properly, ask me to pin properly myself.grrr.nvr mind. then yars...went back to canteen and then recruits sit down and then the cls tok to us and then we were told to close our eyes and "reflect" i didn noe wad to do...so i kinda slept. then the cls tell us to open our eyes...yars. and then we saw that the seniors had crowded around us and they started singing "happy enrolment" to us. didn see nanny. bet she went to hide her face elsewhere.i was kinda touched and was wondering why am i a guide and not a recruit anymore. i wanted to continue being a recruit and kinda get pampered. then when the seniors were singing i was like...(-___-") and o__O. hahaha. then we had patrol corner!!!! yays. then the seniors made us ~~recruits~~NEW guides -__-" sit on the floor while they gave us our pressies:) yays. then nanny was making us stand up and then sae wad: dun throw away ok? must keep forever...etc. (come on... i will NEVER throw anything frm my seniors away. i will DIE is i lose anything frm them[nearly did once cuz i lost my angel's letter and another time i nearly lost nanny's letter]) okies. yars, oh man... the pressies were sho nice!!!!(thank you darling seniors!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) heehee. me, germie and weling gave the seniors pressies too. hahaha. nanny look so farnie when she got her pressie and opened it. shall post the pics that we took up soon.heehee. yars. then we ate the food brought by the nice pple and went home.

RURAL HIKE:~
yays.was kinda sad that i cud not sleep late.got woken up at lyk 5 plus in the morning. sheesh.got woken up by noisy things in the house and cuz someone threw a heavy blanket on me. felt a thump on me while sleeping. so i woke up. chionged to macritchie asap.left the house at like wad...7.30am and i was supposed to be there by 7.45am. still managed to get there in time. got off at the marymount stop and then walked all the way to macritchie. then later still have to run all over macritchie. my poor legs. met my little juniors(hu dunno me but i noe sum of them) and my primary school teachers hu teach me b4. they doing interview. then myy teacher tried to make me do...budden i say noooooo and ran off. hahahah. weiling was laughing like mad. sheesh. my NEW patrol for that day >>> thymes :) PL didn cum...so PS take over.

PL(suppose to be PS) : kellie
PS: chermaine
members: weiling, me, charmaine, xinyuan

(germaine was separated and was in the grp nutmeg with rachel(hu was the PL))

yars. then were suppose to have more pple...budden pple didn turnup so...yars. 6 pple only(i think we were the smallest patrol then...the ONLY patrol that didn have ANY sec4s in it anyway. so sad.i bet nanny carn come with us...cause we ran a lot and i dun tink nanny likes to run.hahaha. then charmaine and xinyuan alwaes walk one. so we kinda nicknamed them the "2 last ones" hahhaha.and i found out on that very day that there is a plant called latana.(i dun really noe the spelling) okies. i very dumb one la(as usual) hahaha. yars. later it rained HEAVILY. my poor shoes were soaked. rushed home for tuition. budden the stoopid bus didnt come for a LONG time. and in the end i met my tuition teacher on the bus that i took. sheesh. was falling asleep during tuition cause i was so tired and i had to go mend the stall at RI for the Dr William Tan thingy.yars. was smsing nanny on the bus...found out that she woke up at like 12 pm plus. grrrr.(weiling commented that nanny was a DEAD pig > na4 ge4 shi4 si3 zhu1 > refering to nanny) hahhaha. yars. then later went to RI and then went to my class stall. helped to sell the stuff. budden pple didn want to buy. hmpf. then me and my fwen went to ask mr lim...and he actually BOUGHT one filter paper flower frm us. hahahah. thank you mr lim. hahahah. then later went to run/walk on the track with germie and weiling. went 6 rounds. hahaha. yars. then later went to help to clear up and then went home. i didn noe that i was suppose to go to the airport later. when i got home i got a few minutes of rest then i have to change and then go airport. man... i was so tired lor. had to send my cousin off cuz she was going off to japan to teach english for a year. then later went home. fell asleep straight away.

then woke up at 11 am the next day and then went to eat breakfast and then go do my uition hmwk and then quickly went to bath and then wear guides shirt and my culottes and then choinged off to chinese tuition (i went for the earlier class so that i cud go to RI and mend the stall and help make the items) then met germie during tuition. later we went to RI together. and then we went to see dr william tan complete his last round. i spent like one hour plus at the stall making the star hairties. bought some nice nice ones. saw cherie and joohui in front of the stall...but some distance away.(was wondering why liling nvr come) was kinda scary. but nvr mind. later went to church arnd 5 plus liddat. then went for dinner...then went home. did a bit of hmwk and then went to sleep. so tired. oops. that reminds me that i am suppose to do my chinese zuowen later and it is due tomolo. sheesh. shall do last minute.i am a last minuter. hahhah.

okies. i think that this is a really long entry. sheesh. shall go and try and make my very own template now. using the pics that i just uploaded. heehee. they are so nice. hahaha. shall go now. shall change my template if possible later. i want a different template. hahahah. shall go now. buai~

ok just to let u all noe

2005-07-16T23:47:00.000-07:00

okies. just a notice to let u all noe tat photos of open house and guitar night will come out soon. as soon as i load em into the comp that is...

i promised to be back to blog...so here i am

2005-07-16T23:40:00.000-07:00

okies...i am back again.i said i wanted to anyway. haha. so i shall tok abt friday's guides first. before i rant abt other stuff.okies...thinks that it will be a long entry again. bear with me. :)

okies. for fridae...we had patrol corner first. lalalalala. was trying my best to sleeeeeeep at the amphi.no luck. i TRIED to. didn work. and michelle was staring and asking wad the heck is she doing(refering to me) i guess i gave her a stare that stated i wasn happy.wadever. yars. didn wanna tok.dao her anywaes. later had song singing. okies...it wasnt THAT bad. was pretty fun too!!! heehee.nice songs...those that we learnt.okies. then had break...then had horse shoe formation prac. it rained after one prac...in the end, we were separated into grps and then practiced by ourselves. then we had to march in front of mich and cherie. was kinda stressed, so i didn do well. i work better in grps. yars. then later we practised in a grp...but this is the part that i dun like....so i shall not sae it. its disappointing and saddening and makes me feel really really REALLY bad. pissed michelle off because of this too. there's an other part which i think made mich upset. happened b4 song singing i think. yars. sorry michelle. pissed you off so much! i no face to see you liaos. :( so sorry!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

okies. i am done with toking abt fridae. oh man, shall sae other stuff now...

GUITAR NITE TOTALLY RAWKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
yars. loved it a lot. they all were so pro la!!!! JOB WELL DONE GUITAR PEEPS!!!!!

okies. another IMPORTANT THING todae!HARRY POTTER BK 6 IS FINALLY OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yesh!!!!! but i carn get it yet. sad. budde i noe the ending liaos. heard frm zai pple. if i got it todae, and i am allowed to read. i daere say that i can finfish it by the next dae! sigh. okies. shall stop toking abt harry potter. making me sad that i dun have the bk yet.

one farnie thing. i was near the firelighting area when cherie tan darling came with her fren. her fren ws finding joo hui, hu had gone out for lunch with liling and cherie yang and yiwen i think.she kept saying wo de lao zhu.... hahahahaha. then later when germie was readin her merchant of venice and toking to tze qing... then i was looking at them shooting the water rockets. then later, joo hui and cherie yang came back, with balloons. joohui had a silver one while cherie had a orange one. i dunno y i was staring at them at that time. then cherie yang saw me looking and then she smiled at me and say HI pretty loudly. like she was greeting her very gd fren like hannah, gina or joo hui. like the very excited attitude greeting. wadever. i was like "WAD?!?!!?!" i mean... that is like the first time cherie greeted me liddat. i was pretty much liddat... (-_-") i dunno y. budden i stoned there la. sigh. thx cherie yang for greeting me like a fwen though. :) liling never did that*ahem* wadever. aiya, i heck la. whoa, she even smiled.... then again. i have a conclusion: she was smiling at someone else behind me. i dun have eyes behind me ya noe...so i think she was smiling at someone else. okies. done

okies. shall go and sleeeeeeeeeeeep now. so darned tired. i just reached home leh.after a second guitar nite.i have ava duty wad. okies then. have to go now. i very tired and sleeeeeeeeepy now. i haven done any homework and i still have tuition tomolo. okies then. shall go now. byeeeee

PS i want to sleeeeeeeeeeeeeep
PSS i want my harry potter book NOW NOW NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i hate myself

2005-07-16T00:14:00.000-07:00

wondering where to start this darn entry of mine, its gonna be full of rubbish, hatred of myself, bad stuff ...the usual...blah. yars. having mood swings. more often now...compared to last time when i think that i have none.yars.no....i never had any mood swings last time...was kinda cheery... crazy... yar. mabbe cuz i am disappointed in myself. i am SO terribly disappointed in myself...for pissing pple off...for making pple sad... for creating lotsa trouble... for doing so bad in exams... for slacking and not working hard enough... for this... for that. lots of things that cuz me to have mood swings. yars. budden i want to thank all my darling fwens for staying by my side all the while... bearing with me when i have mood swings... dunno whether it was obvious. i alwaes love to keep things inside me...secrets, problems, depression, questions, ...etc. i bottle up all these, i keep them to myself...cuz i have no one to share with, i dun even feel like telling my closest frens most of the time...only occasionally then i share a few minor ones. i feel that no one can lend a listening ear... all of them are so private... carn share them somehow. even if they are not pivate, i still dun share them, as i said...i dun think that anyone can lend me a listening ear. no one seems to share all my interests...sheesh.my best fren is in another school. she has the same interest as me..well most of em. budden she is away frm me.sigh. no one seems to like wad i like...only sometimes someone has the same interest as me. kaes lets see....

i like guides...cuz its fun... budden no one believes this.ok. not NO ONE budden my fwens dun think that its fun. i dunno y...issit me being overly sensitive abt this or wad. is like i am starting to think that i am deceiving myself... A LOT! wells... i think guides is only fun because my frens are there... to play with me, to have fun with me...etc. budden they dun like guides and are planning to quit next year. the problem is that.... they dun think guides is fun.okies i noe that u all dun want to be in guides and were forced in.(heys...i was forced in too yar noe...) budden at least try and have all the fun you can get in guides. try and have a positive attitude...yar? dun be like me...hu alwaes have negative attitudes in my life. wadever. i think i will die if my 2 bestest frens in guides leave me next year, cuz they want to quit. sigh...neber mind. i have a problem with my social circle. when i make frens with someone...i usually "close" my social circle and hardly make new frens after that...yesh. that happens to me all the time, so i dun have a wide circle of frens.... to others... i do NOT encourage this type of attitudes and pls dun follow me...you will regret it... i am trying to change... but i think i got worst. yars. why carn anyone in my level enjoy guides as much as i do. i wish that i could just perish ... just pop and disappear. then no one will suffer cuz of me and my stupid self.

okies...i am in a horribly bad mood now. and just a few moments ago...i was happy....that i could use the comp...now... i am feeling pessimistic and full of hatred for myself(watch me and my mood swings...lalala) great. shall stop for a while then. have to relax... have to watch wad i sae and do(i dun wan to create any more problems for anyone anymore) i want to cry it all out... budden i have no more tears to shed anymore. i am full of problems. i am very confused and frustrated rite now. pulling my hair out and asking myself...just WHO the heck am i and what am i doing here on this earth. i cause nothing but trouble. pple have their frens...they all share the same interests and thus have lots of fun together. wadever i do, i forced myself to do it. hoping to please pple but i cause more trouble, more unhappiness, more suffering in others. i caused so much pain. so much hatred.wadever i do causes trouble.some one tell me....wad am i on this earth. why do i deserve such wonderful frens and seniors. i feel that i have disappointed many pple and i have no face to see you all ever again. shalll thank pple.

to my seniors: cherie, michelle, liling, chermaine, rachel, michelle(tan)...etc.
thank you all for caring for me, teaching me stuff, helping me, have fun with me...etc. thank you all for being so nice and loving and caring. thank you all for your guidiance and helping me have a positive image abt guides and letting me enjoy having camps and outdoor cooking and this and that...etc. thank you all so much and i dun noe what else i can do or sae to replay you all for wad you all have done for me. yes. thank you all:) love you all too. sry for all the trouble that i have caused all of you. thank you all for bearing with all my nonsense and stuff. so sry... thank you all so much for everything that you have done for us.

to my frens: germaine, weiling, lathiga, mavis, jolene gwee..etc.
thank you all for making me feel loved and helping me to cheer up when i am sad, thank you all for bearing with me in wadever i do and sae. thank you all for having fun with me and helping me in wadever i do. thanks for being so much fun and being a HUGE part of my life. thank you all for being my dearest frens and even though we did have our quarrels and tiffs every once in a while. you all still forgave me and we still had lots of fun together. thank you all so much for being my frens and you gals are the BESTEST!!!!!! i noe i keep repeating and saying all the usual stuff but i carn help it. i am so grate ful to all of you for being in my life and helping me with everything. thank you thank you thank you.

okies. i am done with all these. i neeeeeeed to gvet off the comp now... i neeeeeeeed my shower...i feel really hot now and i dun feel comfortable. so i shall go now. byee!

okies...i am baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaack

2005-07-15T19:12:00.000-07:00

ok.sorry that i haven blogged on this blog and my third blog for such a looooong time. kinda think that i abandoned this blog n my third blog.sigh. i think i concentrate too much on my other two blogs.one's template had some problem with it. trying my best to find out wad the problem is budden i so lan...so i carn seem to find out wad the problem is...sigh.forget it.shall hopefully blog on all of my blogs. to dae. meanwhile, i am still in school. yes. i noe its very late now. but i have guitar night AVA duty later.i am so dead tired now and i want to sleeeeep. cnt la. wish that i was at home instead.yaryar.getting kinda bored though.germie went for piano and will only come at arnd 7.30pm. and its not even 7 yet!!!ok.shall get out of here soon. after finishing this blog entry.yars. shall go get a tagboard for this soon. if not just go to one of my other blogs to tag. sigh. i want to go home. but mostly, i want my frens. i am so bored without them. plus, i didn bring my hp to school todae. so dead lor. feel like i loss my watch liddat. i alwaes use my hp to check the time one ma.okie. enuf of ranting ...for now. mean while i shall reflect on the guides sessions...wednesday's one first. and if i have time, i will type in todae's one as well. hmmm. you can call this guides session reflections la. wadever.okies. shall start now.i think its going to be a very very VERY long entry so bear with me kaes?you can dun read this long entry if you like. i dun really mind.

aniwaes. yars. wednesday had guides. duh. had to wear uniform to fall in...cuz we need to pass roll call. i chionged back frm visiting my primary school and then rushed to change into my guides uniform.yars. then went to fall in.(obviously i was late la. but i had an excuse!sigh...neber mind)then later the recruits had to pass colours. budden me and weiling already pass colours so we just went to changed...this part very long winded and i dun feel like describing now.so i shall skip this part. yar. so after we changed, we went to join our patrol for the pioneer thingy. our patrol so small...only michelle and chermaine only. then later got me and weiling la. yar. so we were told not to distract them. so we just sat and stared and slacked. wadever. forgot wad ms wong taught us abt bearings liaos.sigh. thenm later the sec 2s had to guide the sec 4s using bearings.yars.then we were told to go and sit down. so me and weiling went to sit down on the bench. we toked la.then liling saw us and then she told joohui that we were just sitting there or something.then joohui called alicia and told her to involve us or something. yars. so we just stand there do nothing. stare at michelle walking with her eyes closed la. yars. later went to the grass patch and the sec 2s did firelighting. yars. looked pretty fun la. only got no food to cook. the other grp had.(NOT FAIR) make me hungry. sigh. i kiss guides camp and i missed outdoor cooking.sigh. sad sad sad. no more camps this year. sigh neber mind. shall not dwell on these miserable thoughts. so yars. we had to boil water. yars. this was successful (VERY SUCCESSFUL!!!!! not quite successful...as wad yingling *giraffe* said) yars. then we cleared up anfd then went for break. then after break we go and fall in. yars. then i forgot wad we did liaos. i have short term memory...lemme recall if possible.................................. okies i really forget liaos.never mind. shall skip this part thenm. mabbe because the part was not worth remembering thats why....OH! i remember already. we went to change into slacks and we did footdrill. sec ones did squads. oh man, the malay commands very hard to rmb. alwaes get mixed up. okies footdrill was fine yars. okies. then later we fall in and then we sang taps and then we went home lors....yars.

thursdae...shall say a bit abt thursdae. we had guides retest for clauses 3.1 and 3.2 yars. i took the 3.2 one. yars. was burning up cuz i freezed in class. yars. were at the amphi at first.reading and memorising and revising. trying to memorised. then michelle was looking down at the amphi.yars. was really shocked and felt idiotic so i decided not to look. so yars. in the end i tell germie and she started waving ...blah. yars. then michelle tan suggested that on the count of 3, we shout" NANNY WE LOVE YOU!!!!" yars and germie, weiling lathiga michelle tan and shin yi(i am not sure if she gt shout a not) shouted dat. yars i SWEAR i didn shout. i was laughing like mad. pple were staring at us and laughing. some pple just grinned at us. yars. then went to take retest. ended up in michelle's classroom.eek. had to sit in front. -_-" i hate the front. was hard to see the screen too from my angle. yars. then we did the test and then got out of the class(tried sleeping but it didn work. gues i was thinking too mych abt other unnecessary stuff) then chionged to pack bags and then went for third lang. yars. that's it for thurs i guess.

todae is fridae. shall blog abt fridae again another dae. meanwhile, i need to go for my AVA duty for guitar nite now! i think i am already late liaos. sigh. so tired that i want to sleeeeeep. sigh. shall blog again another dae then. meanwhile. thank you reader for readin thru all this rediculous stuff that i typed here. oopsie. i REALLY have to go. i am LATE already!!!!!!!! argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! byee pple.

2005-06-15T16:33:00.000-07:00

heya! just came to blog n sae that i removed my tagboard....cause it won't work...dummy tagboard.shall put up a new one asap...okies.meanwhile...just tag sumwhere..like my 3rd blog?
password...cum and get frm mi.....lolx...okies..bb pple

starting to hate life...sumhow

2005-06-14T20:58:00.000-07:00

hating almost anything in life...i just wish that i would just perish into thin air and disappear from the face of this earth,escape from everything,run away from all my troubles and all my worries, run away from all the bad things, just...run away from everything.

wishing...i'm just dreaming and wishing...that all good things will never ever end.but that is wishful thinking.all good things alwaes cum to an end.that's another reason why i am hating almost everything in life.hatehatehate.i noe i cannot hate...budden...hatehatehate.i am wishing again.

i am wishing that i never existed.i amstill running..still hiding frm myself.why must life be so miserable?miserable like dunno wad liddat.why must there be sadness in this world?make everyone suffer.well, all these are GOD's own will...he has his plans..yaryar.hmmm.i must have faith in him no mattter wad.yupyup. but i am still a miserable git.

okies...before i continue to rant...i wanna thank some pple.let's see...yupyup...thank GOD for them...

okies...firstly i want to thank my darling seniors for "walking" into my life.thank you all for being there for me and also being such great fun!thank you all for being so kind and caring...michelle(nanny!), cherie, anna, lynette,liling...thank you all for being such nice seniors!!!special thx also goes to shusi(my darling angel:) and mavis chng(my p6 chinese teacher's daughter) for being such nice pple to mi.GOD BLESS.and of cuz. thank GOD for 2nd coy sunflower patrol 2005!!! our patrol totally rawks!!!! also thank GOD for germaine, weiling, jolene gwee, and mavis too!!!(mavis frm 104) thank you all for being such good frens to mi!!!in fact, u all are my best frens!!!ok...i have many more best frens budden you gals are TOPS!!! u all top the list!GOD BLESS ALL OF YOU!!!

i found out that i have nothing more to rant about.whee!!! yipee!!! okies...no one in online...at least no one interesting to tok to.had a nice chat with weiling just now...budden she wasn't on for long..sigh.crappy....hard to catch the pple youwant to tok to online anymore...even if it's the hols...yupyups. wanna catch nanny online budden all attempts alwaes fail.sigh

okies this is a long enuf blog entry i guess.thanks for reading thru all mycrappy stuff. hahhaha.shall go now...hahhahah.sigh.yupyup.miss all of you pple(nanny, weiling germie...etc.)and miss guides too!!! i wanna guides camp AGAIN!!!*stomps arnd and throws a tentrum*okies... my spelling sux...but never mind mi.hahaha

miss all of u pple...shall go and take a break...sigh have to go too! so sad...yupyup...hope to cum back and blog more often...but for now...gtg... tata pple...yes yes... i miss you pple

ps.nanny can i have sum pics of you grandma's doggy?pls?pls?pls?pls tag and tell mi kaes? thx!

-------hugs and mwacks-------

this blog is officially opened again

2005-06-06T16:42:00.000-07:00

okies
this blog was closed for a so called revamp...
and now it is opened again!!!!! wheee
lots of things have happened over time...shall blog abt them...if i have time
yupyup
okies...lets see...i have a third blog...budden need password to get in...
chatting online with SOMEONE who i FINALLY caught online...yars...u noe hu u are...i shall reveal the identity:NANNY...mwahahahahha...i feel bad...lalalalala
yarsyars...shall move on to my 2nd blog and give it the revamp that it needs...yaryar...
okies...trying to practice my html skills...mabbe i shall create my own template one dae...yars ONE DAE... i dunno when....hahahahaha...i shall create smthing abt my seniors or smthing...hahahaha...nanny, you are the first one on my list...yay!
okies...put a midi here...tong hua...thot that it sounds nice wat...okies...my blog entries are getting shorter...and shorter and shorter...budden due to time constrain and not much info remember in my PEA SIZED BRAIN...i carn type much...sorry pple...

pple are going overseas while i am still stuck here...i wanna go somewhere. mabbe i want to go underwater world.haven been there for YEARS...since like...k1 or 2 liddat...now sec one....ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...abt 6-7 years liddat...sigh...need to see all the new stuff and see the changes.yars...need to...sigh.

okies...due to my capacity(in my PEA SIZED BRAIN) i carn seem to type abt anything else...cuz i carn think of anything else...aahahahaha.wadever.shall attempt to type more next time.ooh.yars. i rmb something.i had my second nanny dream todae...weird...alwaes nth nuch abt nanny...hhahahaha.aniwaes.this time it was a school scenario..and it was another guides session..the first dream was also a scool scenario la actually...it was ALSO during a guides session too....hhahahaha...if i type out the whole dream...that wld take ages...bleagh...time constrain...sorry pple...okies...my brain juices are gone liaos...nothing else i can remember le....shall type more next time...hopefully...or maybe i shall just pop by once in a while to see...
bb...

check n try this out

2005-05-27T21:52:00.000-07:00

You are a "Neko" (cat)

What Japanese Smiley Are You?

heyz pple...try this out and then either tell mi on my tagboard wat you are or just simply put on ur blog and tell mi...then i will go and check your blog to see:)...hee...have fun pple...i simply LOVE my japanese smiley:)...i am a neko...cat...meow...hahaa...animals rule..meow...going siao....

the june hols are finally here

2005-05-27T20:40:00.000-07:00

oh man...this long awaited day has finally arrived...
THE JUNE HOLS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
wheee...the best time to slack and try not to do anything...sigh
budden i alwaes have to remind myself of the homework stuff
-______-"
that alwaes happens...oh wells i can nvr be free
sigh...lotsa things happened in school...shall type them all here

firstly...haha.i ended up in DC...bleah...lateness.bleah...gotta get up earlier to avoid the traffic jams ...lalalala. HMPHS....i rushed to do my hist homework during lunch and was also rushing my food...then only to find that to my HORROR...lesson started already...oh wells . in the end...the teacher didn even go thru the work...ended up i had a booking in return...that's not fair...bleah...urgh. i think my record of lateness will simply go under the BETA records and i think i have to go for RTC... wat ever that is... oh wells.. i hate myself

aniwaes...hahaha.kind of happy with my GPA and results(esp. geog cuz it ws the highest among all my subjects and that it was my favourite subject...hehhheh)budden i didn get any A+...bleah..see how bad i am? wat am i doing here in RGS? sighs... i wonder...bleah
tralala..for dance we are learning chacha...so cool...teacher change back to ms amy liaos...hahaah...she so nice...budden the dance room so small...keep bumping inot pple whenever u dance or something...hahahahahahah

aniwaes...ya said this in my other blog...i scalded my hand...yupsyups..shall not elaborate...hand hurting a lot now...*strokes and pats my dear little hand*sigh aniwaes...

sigh wishing that girl guides organised another camp...then double the fun...double the laughter...double the bonding...awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww budden too bad...there isnt...bleah...other ccas have their camps budden we dun...sad.toking abt guides...that reminds me that i think i failed the SGGA (3.1) and the 3.2 test for enrolment...sigh...didn noe a lot so i anyhow put answers down...sigh...gonna fail i think ...shall not elaborate...didn noe anything abt naming the avantages of the patrol system...crapped some stuff out...2 of my answers meant the same anyway...uh oh...gonna fail...sigh...sad sad sad.....wish that mi darling pl dun mind...hehehehe*sorry*

bleah...had to drag weiling all the way up to the third floor of blk d just to help her borrow a tie frm michelle.urgh.budden saw michelle fiddling with her physics pt... a toy...seemed quite interesting...budden didn see it clearly...........

lalala....shall blog again next time
being chased out right now...okies
shall blog abt other stuff nxt time
tata pple!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and nanny?
update ur rotting dead blog.=)

so cute

2005-05-23T13:40:00.000-07:00

back to blog...at last
bleah...couldnt find time to blog
first reason...was busy chatting online*hehheh*
second reason...the keyboard too noisy(tacatacatacta)
make too much noise...mum comes.... chases me out...sigh

oh wells, enuf of dwelling in the unhappy stuff
now i shall tok about happy stuff...lalalalala

on sunday(yesterdae)i saw a cat!!!! patted and stroked it ...awwwwwwwww...so cutee...
then suddenly...two cute little kittens came out frm nowhere...started to chase each other n play around...awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww....
amazingly, kittens are little extraordinary acrobats...bounce here bounce there...jump here jump there...
WHOA!!!! slow down,calm down man...boing......
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee....
so cutee...*squeals madly and starts jumping all over the place*
oh wells, i hope to see them again soon..
awwwwwwwwwww....had to gain the mummy's trust b4 attempting to touch her darling kittens...so cute
awwwwwww...then the little kittens started to chase one another...pounce n chase....wrestle a little...then run away...chase...pounce....wrestle
once, while chasing each other, they rammed into mi...WHOA!!!!
then when one of the kittens tumbled near my shoe there...she saw my shoe lace and batted it with her cute little paw...awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww
okok...going siao...budden that is the way i am....siaonuts n crazy over little things like this...esp. animals...

hey this is not one incident that happens everyday right...right.
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.the little family of three so cute....mummy and kittens...awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.....

okies
shall tok more about these next time...
meanwhile i have to blog in my other blog n then go do my geog assignment...
gosh! i haven started...diedie.....gtg..

tata pple...hmmm shld i put a script prompt?

i hate school

2005-05-21T18:36:00.000-07:00

lalala...nothing to toke abt
maybe i will talk abt my PFT!!!haha(i sound ego!!!)
I GOT FULL MARKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
whee...*whoops n cheers*
got sum i JUST...noly JUST reach A ....pathetic
lalala...not toking abt it animore
*some pple are inflating*ahhhhhhh i dun want to be too ego too

lalala...i am so happy with my geog marks...budden my pt pulled mi down...oh wells
and amazingly i passed my hist pt...i thot it was so sucky....i thot i wld fail...budden... I PASSED!!!!! mwahahahah...thank u thank u oh thank you GOD...

school life is soooooooooo boring now that i have obsolutely nothing to blog abt...lalala
*looking forward to the holidaes*
budden... alot of pple are going overseas...like my darling angel...my senior lynette...blah
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
heard frm germie that lynette is going to PARIS!!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
*resisted the urge to strangle lynette*
i want to go to paris too...bleah.... NOT FAIR... budden again...sigh

i am so stuck at home during the june hols...lalala
doing all my homework n everything
*looks at the mountain pile of homework sitting in front of mi, even B4 the hols*
oh wells

really got nothing to blog abt le....i might change this template though...if i can find a cuter n nicer one... likeTATTY BEAR!!!! whee...lalala...shall go search now if i have time... tata pple

mwahahahaha

2005-05-16T22:38:00.000-07:00

OMG!!! feel soooooooooooo(kinda)good todae...
cuz i kinda freaked out my senior, my darling nanny!!!

haha... was liddat... was walking to the science lab... back door was closed... cannot see her...GOOD!!!!

then... after science lesson... pestered mavis to walk back the same way that we came...oh wells... short diastance only ma...then... back door was open...saw darling nanny getting ready to go for PE... whee...walked pass... then walked backwards and said: MICHELLE!!!(haha...now nann'y name is out...nanny's identity is revealed) she looked up and saw me...mwahahahaha...her eyes opened wide and looked like they were gonna pop out anytime...mwahahahaha....i stuck my tongue out and strolled off with mavis... mwahahaha

i am still savouring the little moment .... that.... little moment... abt nanny's reaction...hahahaa
ohhhhhhhh...have to stop blogging now...will try to blog again soon...

gathering up my courage and strength

2005-05-15T08:52:00.000-07:00

ok...i am so back to blog
well...todae went to see mi aunt in her coffin...sigh
one weird thing...i carn seem to believe that its her...in the thing...well i am still believing that she is alive...and i am hallucinating... when i looked into the coffin, she seemed like she was still breathing... and was only sleeping in there..budden...she will never wake up...oh wells... i have to let go...

and while i was crying with my cousin somewhere quieter,the photographer...my fren's father tried to take a pic of mi n mi cousin crying...AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! i saw n then turn away.... then he not happy i think... came over to take... i turned around again...and i guess he sort of gave up...haha...ahhhhhhhhhhhh...i alwaes cry whenever i go and see her lying in the coffin...oh wells...my controlling skills need work...ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

nanny nanny nanny...oh wells...hahahaha...feel like pinching ur cheeks now...u n liling's and all my sec4 seniors.....mwahahahaha...feeling evil....
*sees all my sec4 seniors running and chionging away...oh wells...*

pieces of mi are falling apart

2005-05-13T13:45:00.000-07:00

LATESTS NEWS:

my aunt has officially been pronounced dead. she is no longer around with us in this world anymore. she has gone to a better place up there... in the sky...behind the clouds....to join our creator of our our wonderful world... our beloved King.

although i am SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO... sad...i am happy that she has gone up to be at a better place... one where there is no sorrow... one where happiness fills...

i wish my aunt a happy 2nd life in heaven... one eternity life up there, in happiness...in joy... and no longer in pain or sorrow....

i love you aunt and i will always remember you...

FINALLY BLOGGING!!!!

2005-05-12T20:11:00.000-07:00

wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
i am so back le
have not been blogging for a long long time....

oh it feels so good to be blogging again
oh man.... this is my life...

ok...enuf of ranting for now...(hey!trying to copy anna?!?maybe...haha)

sorry pple 4 not blogging for soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo long
i didnt update my second blog*shucks*
okies... shall update this once i finish this one here

oh wells ...
i found out that i have weaned myself off television....
oh wells...i am too busy to watch wat
sighs.................i like television... but hardly watching at all...maybe...once in a while i watch
i carn get enuf of pokemon!!!!
POKEMON ROCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i am so going siao...sigh...haven been watching pokemon recently...must watch!!!
budden ORA is tomolo...oh wells.. must go down to support my darling seniors!!!
must pester to go!!!!! wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

i can "officially" declare that sec 4 seniors are finatics of manga...(wats so nice?)
lynette...nanny... joo hui... and a whole bunch of sec 4s were looking at manga posters and stuff...
nanny was squealing over one...mwahahahaha...at least i think i noe wat to get 4 her bdae
budden maybe not...dun want her too obsessed.hahahaha

OMG....i failed my enrolement test... abt the thinking dae and stuff...hmmmm...nanny is soooooo disappointed in mi......ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh*feels bad suddenly*hmmm maybe cuz i didn really mug....oh wells... must study harder... retest is next week and oh wells... got the trefoil and blah to larn and mug to... but that one is easier... oh no... i scared i fail....*pleads for helps*

eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee... i am so dead... french test is NEXT WEEK and i have not been studying...i dun even understand a single thing... i want to quit ... but then cannot... if i quit then weiling will leave guides...bleah...i noe germie is leaving 4 sure...budden i nvr bond with anione except germie, weiling and sum of my darling seniors... oh wells, i need to widen my social circle...well well well...

i carn wait for enrolement... budden i dun want to enrol... dun want my darling seniors to go yet...when we enrol, they go and leave guides.....WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
oh wells, i really need to learn...
learn to let go...
all good things must cum to an end....Y??????
thats wat i cannot stand...Y...Y must all good things come to an end?
haix... i really need to let go...
or else when the time comes for all the good things to end...
i will crumble on the ground and succumb to depression...
sit somewhere and i wld be totally distracted... not paying attention and everything...
think of my seniors all dae long....
watch the world go by and watch my world crumble before my eyes....
honestly... i nvr felt like that b4... maybe bcuz the seniors here are way too nice...ohhhhhh
sigh....i have to let go sooner or later....

*succumbs to a daze...stares blankly at the screen....*

*snaps out of daze*
oh wells... i have to keep sum info for my 2nd blog to rite... visit my secong blog for other stuff....
i want my seniors>>>*goes into a daze again*

why...why must all good things cum to an end?

>>>>>>watching my world crumble b4 me<<<<<<<<<
*sobsob*why????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????

someone give mi an answer or just whack mi to death....

bored to death

2005-05-05T21:58:00.000-07:00

i am back to blog

hehheh...couldn't resist the urge

hee...felt that today was a dae that i needed to blog.

ya...... seniors are jealous that we, sec ones, finish eois le...

but i am jealous that they get to go home early...

bleah...carn stand lessons sometimes

all except geog...wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

i love geog....soooooooo fun....

todae's geog lesson was like soooooooooo funny

class chairperson went siao

dunno why...she was laughing like mad

hahahahahahahahahahahahahaha

ok...i am going nuts too

eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

have literature pt tomolo...oh no...

i hate literature....bleah....and i have yet to memorise my script

being the mama...hahahahahahahaha

i was actually bao...then again... i was toooooooooooooo tall

taller than vichai...thats why i cannot be bao...

or the whole class will laugh and laugh and laugh

watever....

anna reminded me of the horrible pts 2dae during recess...

she was talking to our class....later... the pts

eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

carn stand sch animore

except my darling seniors and my dearest frens

ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

i love my seniors

haha...pple will think that i am siao.........

but hey... they realli are nice pple

*SQUEALS*

okok...going nuts again...

reminder:::nanny remember your reaction when i reminded you abt ur manga?ohhhhhhh, that was oh so farnie...hahahahahaha......nvr saw you so siao b4.....mwahahahaha

ok pple...officially declaring that i am gonna create more blogs..................
*when i have the time*

hehehe....pls give your kind suggestions for blog website addys

currently thinking of...
~downritedegraded.blogspot.com
~downrightdegraded.blogspot.com
~myseniorsrawk4ever.blogspot.com
~frenshipis4ever.blogspot.com
~frensareforever.blogspot.com
..................................................................etc.

pls give suggestions...heheheh

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

gonna die soon................................................

super bored... but i dun wanna do my homework... bleah

oh yeah...quote 4 todae....

-friendship is not won by the giving of things but by the giving of the heart-

:)

die die die

2005-05-02T09:10:00.000-07:00

ahem...i am back

yah...watever

hmmmmmmmmmmm..eois are tomolo...

and i haven even started to mug yet

am i so dead or wat?

yaa...so die i am...bleah

carn seem to get studying

bleah

gotta get into studying mode...ohh well

blogging is fun... but if i take tis attitude to studying...

that would be so much better

right?........................................right

uh oh...i am sure gonna fail...bleah...that is if i dun study

gotta mug gotta mug

maybe i'll start to rant...nice...ranting..........

ok...i am soooooooooooo not making any sense here.

i like this symbol:
-____________________________-

find it cute...my senior showed it to me first...heheeh

thx a lotta nanny...u noe who you are nanny

hahahahahahaha

bleah........................................................

gotta go back to study......

bleah

dun feel like it

but i have to

next time...

i am quoting stuff from other pple

yups...next time

exams

2005-04-23T22:30:00.000-07:00

ahhhhh exams are coming..gotta study...like now? but i carn...totally distracted...i hafta get back to studying mode...

like now?

whee

2005-04-23T22:20:00.000-07:00

helo...finally updating this blog of mine...haha.i have been neglecting it..argh

AA was yesterday...so cool!!! had lotsa fun there...was super hyped up...dunno why...

for smone who slept at four plus the previous day n woke up at 6 plus...how can u be so hyper?

haha...i noe that that is not normal...i don't noe why i am so hyper...ahhhhhhh

super high yesterday..wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

and dun worry pple...i am not on drugs kay?i am just...very super enthu ....

WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

not enuf?

WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

haha..pple get sian of my whees liao...

dunno why i can be so high...haha

my seniors are really nice pple..gave presents...yay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

thank you my darling seniors!!!!*mwacks*love u all lots!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

my seniors are the nicest pple on the earth...pity they are leaving nxt year...

WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

sobsob...why must they be sec 4s... i dun want them to leave...4ever...they were my best frens...in the sch...

provided mi wif comfort when i was sad...gave mi happiness n joy...laughter...etc.

hmmmmm, i want them all to be my sisters....4 ever...not in sch though

*hears nanny saying"nooooooooooooooooooooooooooo i dun want a sister like u...i will die...faint...blah.*

hmmmmmmmmmm duno wat the others will think

haha...sec 4s...love to type SUPER LONG blog entries...*how did they do that?*hehehe

ahhhhhhhhhhh.blogblogblog...tagtagtag...chatchatchat...hahaha

so high rite now...hey lynette...u like b** issit?haha...didnt noe that u like b***...hmmmmmm

lynette don look like that sort...wonders n ponders

heys...my heartfelt thx goes to my darling seniors who gave mi presents and gave mi their care n concern...*mwacks* l0ve u all A LOT!!!!*hughugs*

hmmmmmmmmmm...wondering lotsa things now...wonder n ponder...wonder n ponder..............

MY SENIORS ROCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

just to name a few... my patrol members in gg: michelle chan,cherie tan, michelle tan, rachel,chermaine... my other darling seniors... :Lynette(so chio n cute!!!), Anna Cai( chio,cute,cool...totally rox...she has got the brains n stuff...COOL!!!!),Angel shoe...(SHUSI!!!){u totally rock man!!! love u lots!!!)...mavis chng(my p6 chinese teacher's daughter, u totally rock!!!!!Khoo lao shi is the best teacher ever!!!!!)

Thx my darling seniors!!!!!!! thanks for every thing.........................................*mwacks* love u all lots n lots n lots......*hugshugs*...........

I OFFICIALLY DECLARE ALL OF U MY DARLINGS...HAHA

unless some pple strongly object?

haha..AA's theme...chocolate childhood....totally rox!!!

love my darlings...love AA,love all my frens..........

*mwacks* *hughug*

whew n urgh

2005-04-16T18:17:00.000-07:00

hmmmm... i am back again.trying very badly to keep my spirits up.haha. aniwaes.. 4 got to say... mass dance is over(YESH!!!) but now i kinda miss it... it was fun doing mass dance...enjoyed it... thx mass dance capts for teaching us so well.....lurve u all*muacks* haha... now my gg AA is coming up.. gotta work harder liaos... trying to do everything perfecto... hmmmm, poor lynette n cherie... they are so stress just bcuz of us... i feel so guilty bcuz of that too...poor lynette even cried... sorri lynette if we stressed u out too much... sori sorri sorri.... lynette is a nice n cute gurl.. dun cry kay?we will try our best!!!! cheer up.... gotta work harder... but i am also so stressed now!!!got 3 pts to do... history, literature and physics...my speech and drama test thingy is also coming up.. urgh!!! AA is nxt fridae... gotta get some pressies for my seniors n frens... hmmm... tat is gonna take a lotta time n finance... haha... haix... i am so dead liaos... firstly, i am depressed. secondly, i hardly haf any time... arghhhhhhhhhhhh... gona die soon......

sish...sigh

2005-04-16T18:02:00.000-07:00

just finish chatting with my gg pl... my senior.sigh... i hate one of my teachers... not saying who n why... just... well hate tat teacher. tat teachers actions to mi during one klas made mi feel so darn guilty... nope... it didn remind mi of anithing.now i am felling so guilty... ever so guilty... can't even step out of this emotion... now, i am so depressed... if i ever die... she will be responsible... sigh... i feel so guilty... but lucki i haf my seniors to cheer mi up... hmmm i feel so darn guilty.. sorri...sorri...sorri to the recepient...god noes who she is....sigh i feel i can't face her again... wo tai dui bu qi ta le... kayes... gotta go now... will type another blog entry later or soon... maybe daes later... i feel so guilty... so depressed... so guilty... so deressed... so... but thx to my darling seniors for being ever so kind n caring towards mi... i lurve mi seniors*mwacks* i am so guilty...so depressed... so guilty....so...so................................... i am such a goner... but wat am i to do???? sighs...............................................

bored yet so busy

2005-04-09T16:24:00.000-07:00

haix...

i am so bored.... yet so damn busy

hmmmz, i am not as free as my seniors....

they dun seem to be busy at all...

post type until so L-O-N-G.....

haha....

how do they do that...i dun noe...

all i noe... is that they are quite free... for a sec 4 i mean...

yups, those that type super long blogs... are sec 4 seniors.

haha... reading blogs is quite fun actually...

maybe seniors type fast... i type slow...haha

anywaes... mass dance is 2 daes later....argh, i am stil not tat sure of my steps...

smtimes i simply just 4 get...

haix, my cca also has this Annual Assembly for scout n guides..

yups i am a guide... haha, guides is fun, real fun honestly... especially the camps.

Annual Assembly is a big thing... tat is wat the seniors say. haha. this years theme is...

chocolate childhood... sweet memories... yupyups... sweet childhood memories.haha

hope it would be fun... yupyup

hmmmmmmmmmmmm....

sec ones are doing a dance... recruits i mean... there are a couple of sec 2 recruits though...

argh AA is in two weeks... on a fridae... after sch... until 10.30pm plus then we can go home... oh no... then mi gotta rush my hmwk... eek!!! i hate homewk... hopefully i haf not much homewk.haix...

great gotta go n check inet now for any new updates... haha. anywaes.. anna's bloggie is quite cool... realli cool... better than mine tat is...haha

yups the anna is our house captain kaes....haha

argh... i am so dead lehs....wan to sleep but haf ta do my homewk... blah...

yups...basketball n girl guides n all the fun ccas rock... especially WADDLE!!! haha yups, especially waddle:)

hmmmms now to do my homewk... geography...abt volcanoes...geog is fun... real fun...at least for now...haha

wondering...

2005-04-05T23:46:00.000-07:00

hmmm... may i noe who is the michelle tat taged on mi tagboard? i noe abt 4 michelles...michelle chan(nanny), michelle tan, michelle teo...etc. haix.. okok will try n update my bloggie as often i can... i am quite busy... sm times also cnt use the computer. hmmmmmmmm... i am being murdfered by my homework. btw, anyone is welcome to link my blog, classmates n frens only kay?hahaha

sho dead man...

2005-03-29T06:53:00.000-08:00

hiyee!!! posting my first entry... haix... i am sho dead. have not done any homework yet and i hav to sleep soon. hopefully i can finish my work... homework is piling lyk siao... haven finish this then got a whole pile of that... kk i will link mi class bloggy asap kay... haha but u cnt access...hahaha... that is if u are not a one oh fourer... no "outsiders" allowed... haha...i am so dam dead...